“Catch me when I fall.” As she jumped down, she landed on her feet. “You didn’t catch me,” she said, as she looked over her shoulder with her beautiful eyes up at Jayne with an almost sad look on her face. All there faces were shocked that she didn’t hurt herself or die. “Now you can see my past,” she said, looking at River. River nodded and Mal felt dizzy and collapsed onto the floor.

“Where are we? It’s so black,” Mal said, looking into the never ending darkness. “Is there anyone there?” Zoe asked the blackness. “Zoe, where are we?” Mal said. “Captain,” Kaylee said, “why can’t we see anything?” “Because where in her mind,” River’s voice said in the dark. “Why is it so dark?” Jayne said. “Because that’s what she feels, we’re in her mind,” River said. “But don’t you already know what’s in her mind and what she feels?” Simon asked. “Yes, but I always wanted to play with her mind,” River said with a giggle. “You’re not going to play with anything.” Jazz’s voice was soft yet stern, “Now you can see what I see, through my eyes.” The blackness changed into a picture of a women lying on the ground half dead. And they saw all of what Jazz saw.

Much later Mal began to wake. “I had the worst dream, but that wasn’t a dream, was it?” he asked to himself in a low voice as he stood up. Jayne also began to wake up. “Jayne, wake up,” Mal said, standing over Jayne. “Ruttin hell, Mal. Don’t stand over me,” Jayne said as he pushed Mal out of the way. “Zoe, Wash, Kaylee, you okay? Inara you okay?” “Yes cap’n, but I have a Ruttin major headache,” Kaylee said as she stood up slowly. “Where is Jazz and River?” Simon asked, looking at Kaylee’s face. “Up here,” Jazz said, looking down at them with a cheeky smile. “What are you doing up there?” Book asked, getting up slowly. “Just watching,” she said with another cheeky smile as she watched Jayne get up. “Now you know my past,” she said to Mal as she walked down the stairs “Your past is terrible,” Kaylee said with a sad face, like she was going to cry. “Kaylee don’t cry, although I lost my family I gained another one as well, mei mei,” she said, hugging Kaylee. “But Kaylee you, Simon, Wash, even Book didn’t see all of my past because some of it I didn’t want to show you because if I did you would not understand but Zoe, Mal, Jayne, they saw all of it and they will not repeat what they saw,” she said to Mal. Mal nodded his head in agreement. “So, do we have the old Jazz back?” Zoe asked, looking at her friend. “Yes, but she has a few new… upgrades” Jazz said. “Are they good upgrades or bad?” “Both,” she said with a weak smile. “Good, then I can get back to running my ship,” Mal said, changing the subject. “Now Jazz, you have to come with me to the infirmary,” Simon said. “No, I’m fine. I just need to go and get changed and we can get out of here.” “Jazz, we’re not leaving yet. We took the job.” “You what! What job is it?” Jazz asked, looking at Mal. “It’s a train,” Zoe said, looking at Mal. “Great,” Jazz said, walking off.