She looked at Jayne and that was the 1st time he really looked at her “The Reavers took the ship but I didn’t hear the alarm and they bordered us and all I can remember so clearly is the screams” Jayne looked at her for a along time after she said that “I remember my brothers where lined up and killed my sister and mother was raped over and over again I saw everything and I was going to help but my sister was laying there tears streaming down her face as Reavers were raping her she saw me and I was going to help but she just looked at me a said no and that day was the last day I cried” She stoped and looked away and began to get up “I don’t want to talk about this any more Jayne” she said getting up and leaving. Jayne just sat there looking into the cargo bay “I bet you heard all of that” Jayne said still looking into the cargo bay “Yes I heard all of it” preacher said coming out of the shadows “Do you know preacher in the 2 years I have known her I have never seen her cry she has been shot, beaten on, angry, sad but I have never seen her cry until now” “She didn’t cry” preacher said sitting down beside Jayne “But I saw her” “No you didn’t do you know that she has intrusted you with her past don’t destroy her Jayne” preacher said getting up and leaving Jayne just sat there for a long while just thinking

Jazz went to her room in the passenger dorm and sat there thinking “why did I just tell jayne about my past” she said to her self “I hear your pain and you don’t know why you told Jayne and your sad” River said looking at her “I an also angry and also sad because ……..” “Because you didn’t get your revenge” river said finishing her sentence “Yes!, let me see what I want to see” she said looking at River “You can do that your self you’re a gift like me we are the same but we are different you can feel what they are feeling but you don’t know how to see it” she said looking at her “Yes you know what I am” “Yes I do know, now see what I see” River said “Show me what I want to see” River nodded her head and smiled “I am ready” “Good last time you weren’t ready and it caused you pain” she said “Do it” “You can do it your self” “No I cant I don’t have enough power to do it” “Yes, yes you do you just have to believe it” river said “Let me see” Jazz said looking at River

“And she did she saw everything around her Kaylee, Simon, Preacher, Wash, Zoë, Mal, River, Inara, Serenity and Jayne. She controlled everything around her she felt like she could do anything but when she saw jayne she blocked out everything and just felt what jayne was felt is was overwhelming What he felt but she didn’t know what that feeling was?. “I can’t” she dropped to the floor with the intensity of Jayne’s emotions “Please make it stop” she said to river and she tried to get up “Mei mei what are you doing” Simon said running over to jazz on the floor taking deep breaths and trying to clear her head and stop the emotions “I was teaching her a lesson” River said “What did you do to her” “I am showing her what she wants” River said looking at Simon “I am fine Simon nothing to worry about” jazz said trying to get up “I doubt that” “She wasn’t harming me she was teaching me” jazz said “You’re coming to the infirmary” Simon said “No I am fine” she said again trying to get up again she reached out to the side of the bed to steady her self “Oh I feel dizzy” jazz said collapsing on the floor “Jayne I need you to come to jazz’s room now I need your help” Simon said though the intercom.