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so yeah, I used to have a blog on another site... (fruhead.com)... it was where I was writing my book. turning my enties there into a kind of selfnarative/boohoo/funny story/diary thing that I hoped to ...

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@ work early today because I couldn't sleep. don't drink the water don't breathe the air don't much care if i ever get there. get where? get there... just a little closer to clear. a breakfast of pills, a ...

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as I was listening to modest mouse's latest album I was thinking that, you know what this is just odd enough to be perfect to use for 'serenity' the full length feature. also note that I am biased as ...

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I was driving hom from work last night and I saw some guys strutting along the street. kind of wigger looking, anyhoo one of them stopped and signalled to the others anD what do you think they did? they ...

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I was in boston all day again today. poked and prodded. here and there. and ya know what? dude! thats what, a big resounding DUDE! I was in with the food police (dietition) and she was like, "why ...

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I was more than upset yesterday, I have the marks to proove it. I just want an answer for all the pain. I want an end to the frustration . I dunno. I told my Dr that she's a bitch. its a the truth and ...

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I have scars like spiderwebs reaching out on my legs I have tears like arrows shooting down my body I have fears like monsters chasing around my head I have a voice like sandpaper rough, ...

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interesting idea, that gut reactions are something to be folowed. I don't think I can trust my gut, I have deceitful guts. they lead me into the middle of four lane highways and tell me to put butter ...