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the lady that lives next to my mum found some kittens... aproximately 3 weeks old. a week later my boyfriend and I adopt one of them... the little puff is so fierce. the little love is so ready to pounce. ...

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there is something wrong here. well more than one thing honestly. lots of things. this world is going to pot. my family makes me feel like I should be ashamed of some of my health issues because the social ...

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I read your rantings over suposed "evil" ex-girlfriends... yes girls can be evil. I've dated a couple and, dude, girls can be harsh... thats kinda why I'm back to men. but I'm finding... that the ratio ...

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I was suposed to have a show this month. art show. my art. my show. I pulled out today. I realized I only have half as many pieces as I wanted to show and the ones I do have I don't really feel like ...

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I am that person. the one who hangs at the fringes of the party not really joining but not being a total recluse. just kind of watching people talk to eachother... every once in a while I get singeled ...

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I have lots of art to share but none of it is firefly themed... I might give a link.

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gah. I have no life. I work over 40 hours, my days off are spent at the hospital or trying to get moved into the new apt. I mean I don't want to be going to party after party, getting drunk and having ...

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so yeah, been kind of more nervous than usual lately because I went in for an eye exam [haven't had one in 4 years... yeah I know uncontrolled diabetics should go every year, but I didn't have any health ...

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so while I was worrying about the whole eye thing I started having chest pains. worderful. heart attack at age 25? great. woke up my SO and was like, "hospital.now.chest.pain." so he jumped out of bed. ...

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new glasses! a little exciting but mostly not. I lead a boring life. I have vacation coming up in a few weeks... I was going to be going to the falcon ridge folk festival like I do every year BUT... ...

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... from Creed, but NO there is twice as much Creed as there was before!! ahhh! for the love of the goddess!!! when the band Creed died I was like YAY! but now they have resurected themselves as two entities. ...

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I haven't eatten in days, I've been trying to put on a brave face and face it all. funny how my life of nothing can be so overwhelming. if you want to get lost, whatever the cost you'd better not stay. ...

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okay driving to work, s'about a 35 minute drive in good traffic, sun out [not good cause of my migraine/sun alergy thing] kinda hot [for maine] beautiful day and damn doesn't it just make my mood worse... ...

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I'm having a house warming party on the 25th... and my friends are taking me shipping for something to wear to said event. all I have is buisness casual and dirty hippy... with a spirt of ecentric artist ...

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so I'm the assistant manager of a movie theater in itty bitty Oxford Maine. I'm salary so I get screwed. but I got insurance so I stayed. now it takes everything I have, admitedly not much, to get out ...

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I applied to become a member 3 years ago, but thats when my health finally failed. problems that were just mental have now manafested in a physical way. so I declined a job with them because I would be ...

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feeling like a change in leadership?