Anything For
Tuesday, July 18, 2006

This is a fic based time wise in that last bit of War Stories, and River's thinking at the time. one shot, very short. one sided River/Kaylee


Mal fiddles with his ear, and Simon hasn't shot anyone, and Kaylee is afraid of me. I stand above her, and I analyze, and I calculate, and I try to understand, but I can't.

She sees me staring at her, and she looks away, afraid I'll something. I wouldn't hurt her, I couldn't hurt her. I don't know what to do. I know how she see's it.

As if I'm not a person, because of what I can do. I didn't ask for all of this. She doesn't understand.

I did what I did to save her life, felt her fear, and came running. I was afraid, afraid to look at the men who's lives I was about to take. But she doesn't remember that. Just remembers me shooting them down like an assassin.

What scares her most is what I said afterwards. "No power in the 'verse can stop me."

Just me, trying to tell her everything was all right. As if we were on the ship, in the black, everything normal, us playing together, like earlier.

No one on this ship ever understands anything I say. I speak so simply with them, and they're so confused. Perhaps too simply.

I can feel her fear again, and I don't know how to take it away this time.

There will be something, sometime in the future. On this ship, there's always something.

Anything for her.


Tuesday, July 18, 2006 7:39 PM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER this certainly puts an interesting spin on that episode, PriceMerc;)

Have to admit...have given thought to what River must be feeling when she shoots those three guards without looking and then senses Kaylee's fear of her. Definitely shows River's stronger than one might think....


Friday, October 24, 2008 3:06 AM


Yeah a River kaylee fic, hmmm maybe river is refering to early...that the dudes name right...


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The Easy Way Out
this is a bit of a spin off of a fic I helped write in a live journal roundrobin firefly community. not sure where i'm going with it. hasn't been beta'd. matter of fact, i'm writing this right now in the box. not sure whether to go with zoe or river.

Part 1 in my 7 prompt series- death: Inara
In my lj journal, i've been talking about a prompt series, couldn't think of much, but been ina certain mood lately, so death caught me. So this is the first, Inara.
Warning: character death. Insinuation of sex crimes.

Take a Deep Breath
little ficlit I just wrote. I had that kind of I have to write this know feeling, and so out it poured. Hope ya like it.

two first bits are POV of each, then third person account.

one sided River/Kaylee fic. I'm a bit obsessed with this particular idea right now, so there may be a few more with this same idea to it.

p.s. i'm a terrible fan. after watching god knows how much firefly, i can't find her eye color.

Anything For
This is a fic based time wise in that last bit of War Stories, and River's thinking at the time.

one shot, very short. one sided River/Kaylee

The final chapter of my former zoe/jayne series.
Zoe/Jayne dialoge, and then River thought process

p.s. feeeedddddbaccckkkk

The Pace of a Beating Heart
A Rayne fic, it's a prequel chapter to the fic I wrote called Shiver.

I'm beginning to notice I feed off of feedback, something i didn't know, but leave a comment if you can.

Tyen Shiao Duh
I don't like this one as much as the other's. A bit of a narrative, which isn't bad, but doesn't nessesarily fit with this story. It's what poured out.

The next one may not be thought but more dialogue. Zoe/Jayne conversation. We'll see how this goes. Not promising a happy ending. Not promising there won't be either.

Story about Book and Wash after dying. where they are, what they're doing, and how the crew's handling it.

river and jayne again