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zil

novacaine for the soul
Thursday, July 15, 2004

I haven't eatten in days, I've been trying to put on a brave face and face it all. funny how my life of nothing can be so overwhelming. if you want to get lost, whatever the cost you'd better not stay. away, I want to go away. haven't been sleeping but thats nothing new. reruns of reruns of reruns of the golden girls keep me company. estel getty! 3am. why does it always feel like 3am? my mind is a motropolis. my soul a battle ground. I want novacaine to numb it all.

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Friday, July 16, 2004 7:52 AM

ZIL


the well wishing is appretiated.

Thursday, July 15, 2004 9:33 PM

SIKKUKUT


Okay, read more of your blogs that had somehow slipped by me.

Perhaps I don't know how you feel after all, but the well-wishing stands. And good luck.

Thursday, July 15, 2004 9:19 PM

SIKKUKUT


Zil, I think I know how you feel.

3AM's this awful time... seems to sneak up on you. Douglas Adam's said that 4 o'clock on Sunday afternoons was the long dark teatime of the soul... 3AM is something worse, no question.

And any life can be overwhelming. Not sure how or why, but it's true. I have more or less a life of nothing right now, too, and sometimes...

The trick, in my experience, is to find those rare somethings and someones who make you happy. For me, it's people. But it could be anything. I watched the first half of Firefly tonight with my dumbass friends, and that made me happy.

I don't know what makes you happy. Maybe it's running, painting, origami... Golden Girls? Hey, some people juggle geese.

Everything I want to say now is too preachy. So how about this: I may not know you, but I wish you well. Good luck with whatever it is you're struggling with, and keep flying.

Thursday, July 15, 2004 12:08 PM

HASLINGER


Drink some warm milk it will help you sleep


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