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What "They've" Done To Us, And Is It The Same As G-32 Paxilon Hydrochlorate?

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Friday, February 23, 2018 12:12 AM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Been meaning to post this for years, and keep getting reminded by the title of the other thread about poisons in food.

This is about psychotropic drugs which convert humans into killing machines by creating a psychotic break from reality. And Doctors prescribe these Killer-Creating drugs and then after the subsequent Spree Killing the Doctors are never held accountable or responsible.


Off the top of my head, a few names:
Andrea Yates
Holmes from Aurora, CO
Susan Smith
Nicholas Cruz
Adam from Sandy Hook



The reason this is so scary is because we are creating these Reavers among us, right now in our lifetimes, for decades now, and everybody seems so unfazed about it.
As if nothing was learned even though the truth was broadwaved across the Verse by Mal.

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Saturday, February 24, 2018 4:43 PM

WISHIMAY


NO, I think you've got it backwards. Do you honestly think these people and more have NO prior mental issues? That it was purely the drugs that made them do bad things?? The fact they were on pills suggests that they ALREADY had severe mental incompetentcies...

Like I said, hubby takes drugs, and couldn't NOT. You can't know which drug will work and which won't. But I ABSOLUTELY GUARANTEE if you take all these pills away that these kinds of horrific incidents would triple.

SO what is the goal here?? Someone to blame??? People were going nuts since day one, massacres and all...there were dozens here just in the 1800's. This has been going on as long as there were PEOPLE.




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Saturday, February 24, 2018 8:58 PM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Remember that some of these people were converted from MILD INSOMNIACS or MILD DEPRESSION into PSYCHOTIC MANIC SUICIDAL MURDERERS.

Some of the psychotropic drugs attributed to Spree Killers, and inducing mania and rage:

Paxil
Zoloft/sertraline
Effexor
Valium
Anafranil
Lithium
Prozac/Fluoxetine/Sarafem
Ritalin
Thorazine
Amitriptyline
Luvox
Stanozolol
Clonazefam
Trazodone
Fanapt
Risperdal
Suboxone

Seems like some are Selective Serotonin Reuptake Inhibitors, aka SSRIs.


Eric Holder mentioned a report that an estimated 90% (at least) of Mass murders from 2009-2013 were from these drugs.

Some victims of these Doctors:


1 dead: Woody _______ (37), Zoloft for insomnia
1 dead: Carey Brooks (9), Welbutrin for ADHD


16 dead: Charles Whitman (29), University of Texas, 1966 - Valium + Dexedrine
2 dead: John Hinckley, Shot Reagan March 1981 - Valium, Diazepam
2 dead: Mary Feurst, July 1982 - antidepressants
3 dead: Tyrone Mitchell (28), Los Angeles CA, February 1984 - habitual PCP
10 dead: Christopher Thomas (24), NY NY, Palm Sunday 1984 - cocaine
2 dead: Steven Brownlee, Atlanta, March 1985 - psychotropic drugs
1 dead: Rod Matthews (14), Dedham MA, November 1986 - Ritalin

? Dead: Stanley Jurgevich (37), Steamboat Springs CO, 1987 - Sinequan
6 dead: William Cruse, Palm Bay FL, April 1987 - psychiatric medications
2 dead: Kathleen Gannon, Tempe AZ, July 1987 - psychiatric medications
2 dead: Bartley Dobben (28), November 1987 - psychiatric medications

Prozac is introduced to the Market - January 1988
1 dead: Betty Hahn, Custom CA, 1988 - Pamelor + Xanax
3 dead: Charles Knowles, Detroit MI, 1988 - Haldol
1 dead: Laurie Dann (31), Winnetka IL, May 1988 - Anafranil + Lithium
2 dead: James Wilson (19), Greenwood SC, September 1988 - Xanax + Valium + Vistaril + Halcion + Mellaril + Thorazine + Tofranil

5 dead: Patrick Purdy (25), Stockton CA, January 1989 - Amitriptyline + Thorazine
4 dead: Emanuel Tsegaye (33), Bethesda MD, February 1989 - psychiatric drugs
9 dead: Joseph T Wesbecker (47), Louisville KY, September 1989 - Prozac x 1 month

1 dead: Courtney Reynolds (16), Oregon, March 1990 - Zoloft + Desipramine
2 dead: Joseph Charles Gardner, St George UT, July 1990 - Prozac
1 dead: Diane Routhier (40), 1991 - 6th day of Welbutrin, for gallstone problem
2 dead: Deputy Hank Adams (36), El Cajon CA, April 1991 - Prozac
4 dead: Margaret Kastanis, West Jordan UT, November 1991 - Prozac

Paxil introduced to market in 1992
3 dead: Kenneth Seguin (35), Holliston MA, May 1992 - Prozac
2 dead: Ronald Cunningham (70), Layton UT, September 1992 - Prozac
7 dead: Lynwood Drake III, San Miguel CA, November 1992 - Prozac + Valium

2 dead: William Forsythe (63), Hawaii, March 1993 - Prozac x 11 days
1 dead: Victor Brancaccio (16), Florida, June 1993 - Zoloft x 2 months
3 dead: Gerard McCra (15), MA, October 1993 - Ritalin
1 dead: Steven Leith, Chelsea MI, December 1993 - Prozac

3 dead: Dana Sue Gray (36), Orange County CA, 1994 - Paxil
2 dead: suspect OJ Simpson, Brentwood CA, June 1994 - Prozac
50 injured: Edward Leary (49), NYC Subway Bombing, Dec 1994 - Prozac + Effexor + Buspar

1 dead: Jarred Viktor (15), September 1995 - Paxil x 5 days
3 dead: Luke Woodham (16), MS, October 1995 - Prozac
2 dead: Toby Sincino (15), South Carolina, October 1995 - Zoloft
2 dead: Brian Pruitt (16), October 1995 - psychiatric medication
2 dead: Dr. Deborah Green, KC KS, October 1995 - Prozac
1 dead: Ben Garris (16), Baltimore MD, October 1995 - Prozac + Ambien
1 dead: Chris Shanahan (15), Rigby ID, November 1995 - Paxil
1 dead: Police Sgt Stephen Christian (47), Dallas TX, November 1995 -Ritalin
1 dead: Kristina Fetters (13), Des Moines IA, December 1995 - Prozac
3 dead: Gerald Clemons (36), Evandale OH, December 1995 - Prozac

2 dead: Reginald Payne (63), UK, 1996 - Prozac x 11 days
3 dead: Barry Loukaitas (14), Mose Lake WA, February 1996 - Ritalin
1 dead: Kurt Danysh (18), April 1996 - Prozac x 2 weeks
4 dead: Larry Butzz (41), Ankeny IA, November 1996 - Prozac

1 dead: Brian Storey (17), 1997 - Zoloft x 5 days
1 dead: Jeremy Strohmeyer (18), May 1997 - Dexedrine
1 dead: Christopher Vasquez (15), NY NY, May 1997 - Zoloft
2 dead: Virginia R. Pingtella, Buffalo NY, June 1997 - Haldol, Zoloft
1 dead: Mathew Miller (13), Overland Park KS, July 1997 - 7th day of Zoloft, for "difficulty at school"
2 dead: Richard Shuman (55), Sharon MA, August 1997 - Zoloft x 8 days
3 dead: Vera Espinoza, Randolph VT, Sept 1997 - Prozac
1 dead: Sam Manzie (16), NJ, September 1997 - Paxil
3 dead: Michael Carneal (14), West Paducah KY, December 1997 - Ritalin

1 dead: Gloria B., Pleasant Grove UT, 1998 - Prozac
4 dead: Donald Schell, Gillette WY, February 1998 - Paxil x 2 days
5 dead: Andrew Golden (11) - Ritalin & Mitchel Johnson (14) - Ritalin, Jonesboro AR, March 1998
5 dead: Matthew Beck, Connecticut, March 1998 - Luvox
2 dead: Jeff Franklin, Huntsville AL, March 1998 - Prozac + Ritalin
3 dead: Megan Hogg (26), Daly City CA, March 1998 - Prozac
2 dead: William Evans, Columbus OH, March 1998 - Zoloft
3 dead: David Rothman (51), Inglewood CA, April 1998 - Prozac
4 dead: Kip Kinkel (15), Springfield OR, May 1998 - Prozac + Ritalin
2 dead: Brynn (Mrs. Phil) Hartman, Encino CA, May 1998 - Zoloft
4 dead: Mary Hinkelman (41), Baroda MI, June 1998 - Prozac
2 dead: Lisa Fox (33), Brighton MI, September 1998 - Prozac
2 dead: Debbie Loiselle (41), Salt Lake CO, October 1998 - Zoloft
2 dead: Victor Ciabotti (58), Skaneateles NY, November 1998 - Prozac
5 dead: Seth Privacky (18), Muskegon MI, Thanksgiving 1998 - Welbutrin

3 dead: Steven Adams, CA, 1999 - Court Ordered Lithium
15 dead: Eric Harris (17), Columbine, April 1999 - Luvox after Zoloft (Dylan Klebold - Zoloft + Paxil)
1 injured: Shawn Cooper (15), Notus ID, April 1999 - Ritalin
1 dead: Todd Smith (14), Taber Alberta, April 1999 - Dexedrine
3 dead: Sergi Babarin, Salt Lake City UT, April 1999 - Luvox
6 injured: TJ Solomon (15), Conyers GA, May 1999 - Ritalin
4 dead: Kelly Silk (32), East Hartford CT, June 1999 - Prozac
9 dead: Mark Barton (45), Atlanta, August 1999 - Prozac
1 dead: David Hawkins (76), Tumbarumba Australiana, August 1999 - Zoloft
5 injured: Buford O'Neal Furrow, Los Angeles, September 1999 - Court-ordered Prozac
8 dead: Larry Ashbrook, Ft Worth TX, September 1999 - Prozac
3 dead: Marilyn Lemak, Naperville IL, December 1999 - Zoloft

1 dead: Paula Pinckard (36), Rock Hill LA, March 2000 - Prozac x 3 months
2 dead: Vernal Ash (60), La Porte IN, August 2000 - Paxil
7 dead: Michael McDermott (42), Wakefield MA, December 2000 - Prozac + several SSRIs

2 dead: Leslie Demeniuk, Florida, 2001 - Zoloft then Paxil
1 dead: Ellen Greenberg (27), Philadelphia PA, January 2001 - clonazapam, zolpidem (Ambien) x "weeks"
3 dead: Scott Harlan Thorpe, Grass Valley CA, January 2001 - antidepressants
1 injured: Elizabeth Bush (13), Pennsylvania, March 2001 - Paxil
1 dead: Jason Hoffman (18), El Cajon CA, March 2001 - Celexa + Effexor
23 hostages: Cory Baadsgaard (16), Washington, April 2001 - Paxil
5 dead: Andrea Yates, Houston TX, June 2001 - Effexor + Remeron + Wellbutrin
1 dead: Kara Jaye Anne Fuller-Otter (12), June 2001 - Paxil
1 dead: Arnulfo Rio Zepeda (26), Atwater CA, October 2001 - Prozac, Paxil
2 dead: Christopher Pittman (12), Nov 2001 - Paxil + Zoloft for Mild depression
1 dead: Lenny Gall (25), Utah, December 2001 - Paxil then Zyprexa

2 dead: Gareth Christian (18), Vancouver, 2002 - Paxil
2 dead: Christopher Bernaiche (26), South Rockwood MI, 2002 - Prozac
1 dead: Police Ret. Albert Pacheco (47), Mona HI, January 2002 - Zoloft
2 dead: Gilbert Cano (32), Modesto CA, April 2002 - Prozac
3 dead: XChristine Wilhelm (39), Hoosock Falls NY, April 2002 - Zoloft, albuterol
2 dead: Erika Elaine Sifrit (24), Ocean City MD, May 2002 - Paxil, Xanax
1 dead: Billy Willkomn (17), July 2002 - Prozac
3 dead: Pinckney Chip Carter, Jacksonville FL, July 2002 - Prozac
1 dead: Keith MacDonald (25), Aston, Birmingham UK, September 2002 - citalopram (Celexa), paroxetine, dothiapin, zolpidem, Paxil

2 dead: Christopher Brockman (16), 2003 - Zoloft, Risperdal, Adderall (aka banned drug Obetral), and medical personnel tricked him into taking Desipramine
1 dead: Nigel Malpas (34), Membles Swansea UK, March 2003 - Prozac
2 dead: Colleen Mitchell, Boton MA, April 2003 - Welbutrin + Zoloft
1 dead: Joshua Graham (17), Phoenix NY, April 2003 - Depakote, Lexapro (Celexa)
1 dead: Aaron Lee Skeen (20), Marysville TN, May 2003 - Lexapro
1 dead: Julie Woodward (17), North Wales PA, July 2003 - 6th day of Zoloft, after a High School test proclaimed her depressed
2 dead: Raymond Noll (58), Waupaca WI, July 2003 - Effexor
6 dead: Doug Williams (48), Meridian MS, July 2003 - Celexa + Zoloft
2 dead: Raymond Mark Jenkins (42), Joneboro GA, July 2003 - black label antidepressant
1 dead: Kurt Villager (35), Hannibal MO, October 2003 - Paxil x 5 or 6 pills

3 dead: Cody Posey (14), 2004 - Zoloft
1 dead: Son of Dr Rick Lohstroh (10), Katy TX, 2004 - hours after 2nd pill of Prozac
1 dead: Darrell Kinyon (49), Provo UT, February 2004 - Paxil
1 dead: Andrew Tradd (13), Massachusetts, April 2004 - Celexa
1 dead: Robert W. Boner, April 2004 - Effexor
2 dead: Emiri Padrone, Bayonne NJ, June 2004 - Zoloft
1 dead: Alex Kim (13), Gwinnett Co GA, June 2004 - Lexipro x 3 months
1 dead: Danielle Henrikson (15), July 2004 - Celexa
3 dead: Gerry Christensen (55), Mallaig Alberta, July 2004 - Prozac
2 dead: Mary Ellen Moffit (37), St Clair Shores MI, July 2004 - Paxil

In-Flight attack: Col Peter Roberts (51), to Heathrow, Feb 2005 - Paxil/Seroxat
10 dead: Jeff Weiss (16), Red Lake MN, March 2005 - Prozac
2 dead: Mark Bailey, Melbourne AUS, April 2005 - Valium, Aropax, paroxetine
1 dead: Mulumba Kazigo (26), Westbury NY, August 2005 - Effexor

9 dead: Robert Hawking, 2007 - Ritalin + Zoloft
32 dead: Seung-Hui Cho, Virginia Tech, April 2007 - Prozac
4 dead: Sharon Al-Shimmary (40), Valley City UT, October 2007 - Trazodone + Celexa
1 dead: Asa Coon (14), Cleveland OH, October 2007 - Trazodone
9 dead: Pekka-Eric Auvinen (18), Finland "YouTube Killer" November 2007 - antidepressants. Friend of Matti Saari

1 dead: David Ragsdale, Lehi UT, January 2008 - Paxil
8 dead: Steve Kazmierczak (27), NIU, Valentine's Day 2008 - Prozac + Xanax + Ambien
11 dead: Matti Saari (22), Finland, September 2008 - SSRI + Benzodiazapine

8 dead: Robert Stewart (45), Carthage NC, March 2009 - Lexipro + Ambien + Benadryl + Xanax
1 dead: Gabriel Myers (7), Margate FL, April 2009 - Vyvanse, Lexapro, zyprexa, symbyax in Foster Care
5 dead: Christopher Wood, Middletown MD, April 2009 - Cymbalta + Paxil + BuSpar + Xanax
1 dead: Alyssa Bustamonte (15), Jefferson City MO, October 2009 - Prozac
1 dead: Perley Goodrich, Newport ME, Oct 2009 - Trazodone
1 dead: Hammad Memon (14), Madison AL, Feb 2010 - Zoloft + others

2 dead: Tyler Hadley (16), Port St Lucie FL, Jul 2011 - psychotropic drugs.
77 dead: Anders Breivik, Norway, July 2011 - Stanozolol + Ephedrine
8 dead: Scott Dekraaz (41), Seal Beach CA, October 2011 - Trazodone + Opamax
1 dead: Richard Fee (22), Virginia Beach VA, November 2011 - Marijuana, Adderall, Vyvanse, Abilify, Vencaflaxine, Seroquel, Clonidine, Welbutrin

16 dead: SSGT Robert Bales, Kandahar Afghanistan, March 2012 - Mefloquine from US Army
1 dead: John Shick, Pittsburgh, March 2012 - 9 antidepressants
12 dead: James Holmes (24), Aurora CO, July 2012 - Clonazefam + Zoloft/Sertraline
1 dead: Laura Sorenson (20), Gig Harbor WA, August 2012
7 dead: Andrew Engeldinger (30), Minneapolis, September 2012 - Mirtazapine + Trazodone + Temazepam + Welbutrin
26 dead: Adam Lanza (20), Sandy Hook, December 2012 - Fanapt

13 dead: Aaron Alexis, Navy Yard DC, September 2013 - Trazodone from VA
2 dead: Jose Reyes (12), Sparks Middle School NV, October 2013 - Prozac/Fluoxetine x 3 days
2 dead: Alan Oliver Frazier (51), Reno NV, December 2013 - Prozac

4 dead: SPC Ivan Lopez-Lopes, Ft Hood TX, April 2014 - Celexa + Zyban/Wellbutrin + Ambien + Lunesta from VA
1 dead: Lia Y. Tricomo, Olympia WA, April 2014 - Paxil
7 dead: Elliot Rodgers (22), Isla Vista CA, May 2014 - Xanax + Vicodin
1 dead: Aaron Ray Ybarra, Seattle Pacific University, June 2014 - Prozac + Risperdal
1 dead: Myron May (31), FSU, November 2014 - Hydroxyzine, Vyvance (lisdexamfetamine)
7 dead: Bradley Stone (35), Philadelphia PA, December 2014 - Trazodone + Risperidone from VA

150 dead: Andreas Lubitz (27), GermanWings Copilot flew into Alps, March 2015 - various SSRIs, Cipralex, Mirtazapin
9 dead: Dylan Roof, Charleston SC, June 2015 - Suboxone
4 dead: Gavin Long (22), Baton Route LA, July 2016 - Atavan + Valium + Lunesta from VA
5 dead: Arcan Cetin (20), Burlington WA, September 2016 - 3 drugs

1 dead: Naika Venant (14), FL, 2017 Facebook-live-streamed - Vyvanse in Foster Care
59 dead: Steven Paddock, Las Vegas concert, June 2017 - (Valium) Diazepam for "anxiousness"
2 dead: Shane Clancy (22), Trinity University UK, July 2017 - Citalopram x 17 days, for "relationship break-up"
1 dead: Clara M Alagon, Manchester UK, July 2017 - citalopram
1 dead: Georgia Jackson (21), Brighton University, December 2017 - Xanax

17 dead: Nicholas Cruz, Stoneman Douglas HS Parkland FL, Valentine's Day 2018
4 dead: David Katz, Jacksonville FL, August 2018 - Lexapro + Resperidrone
1 dead: Anna McLeod (32), Lancaster, November 2018 - citalopram

1 dead: William H Osborne (57), San Antonio TX, April 2019 - Xanax
1 dead: Gavin Ramsay (17), Wadsworth OH, April 2019 - Zoloft, concerta, LSD, marijuana
1 dead: Dan Markson (59), San Antonio TX, May 2019 - Oxazepam, temazepam, desmethylsertaline
1 dead: Saoirse Kennedy Hill (22), Cape Cod MA, August 2019 - Diazepam, flouxetine, methadone, nordiazapam, norflouxetine
1 dead: James Alex Fields, Jr. (20), Charlottesville VA, August 2019 - psychiatric drugs since age 6 for schizophrenia

83 attempted killed: Joseph Emerson (44), mid-air Portland OR, Oct 2023 - psychedelic mushrooms


Whatever happened to Doctors: First, Do No Harm?





Pertinent thread linkies:

Elliot Rodgers, May 2014. http://www.fireflyfans.net/mthread.aspx?bid=18&tid=58089&p=1#1
146853

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Saturday, February 24, 2018 10:01 PM

WISHIMAY


I'm willing to bet you need to be on more than one


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Sunday, February 25, 2018 3:21 AM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


For many years it was difficult to track much of this, because the Prosecution would always hide this root cause of the deaths until after the convictions of the drugged patsies.
Until 2012 when Aurora Colorado investigation let slip less than 2 weeks after the massacre that James Holmes was on these drugs. They couldn't hold it from public consumption for 2 years like all the other times, so the cause-and-effect relationship was more fresh and clear in the minds of reasonable people.

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Sunday, February 25, 2018 10:43 AM

WISHIMAY


The "CAUSE" is that they are mentally unstable. PERIOD.

Mental instability is greater than ANY pill. Also, pills WEAR OFF every day. Being crazy DOESN'T.

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Sunday, February 25, 2018 3:08 PM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Quote:

Originally posted by Wishimay:
The "CAUSE" is that they are mentally unstable. PERIOD.

Mental instability is greater than ANY pill. Also, pills WEAR OFF every day. Being crazy DOESN'T.

And here is Wishi defining MILD DEPRESSION and/or MILD INSOMNIA as "crazy" and equal to psychopathic mania.
Perhaps enough people follow suit to her imagination that they accept Reavers among us to be a matter of course.

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Sunday, February 25, 2018 4:54 PM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Some linkies:

https://www.naturalnews.com/039752_mass_shootings_psychiatric_drugs_an
tidepressants.html


https://www.thenewamerican.com/usnews/crime/item/28307-from-prozac-to-
parkland-are-psychiatric-drugs-causing-mass-shootings


https://www.huffingtonpost.com/hyla-cass-md/is-it-drugs-not-guns-that_
b_2393385.html


https://www.northatlanticbooks.com/blog/psychotropic-drugs-and-mass-mu
rder
/

http://behaviorismandmentalhealth.com/2015/06/29/psychiatric-drugs-and
-mass-murder
/

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/mad-in-america/201101/psychiatric
-drugs-and-violence-review-fda-data-finds-link


http://markets.businessinsider.com/news/stocks/another-mass-shooting-p
otentially-linked-to-psychiatric-drugs-1002085657


http://www.cchr.org/newsletter/2016-06-psychotropic-drugs-a-history-of
-violence.html


https://www.express.co.uk/life-style/health/834580/antidepressants-dru
g-murder-killing-rampage-Shane-Clancy


http://www.cchrflorida.org/antidepressants-are-a-prescription-for-mass
-shootings
/

https://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2011/02/02/top-ten
-legal-drugs-linked-to-violence.aspx


http://www.independent.co.uk/life-style/health-and-families/health-new
s/antidepressants-ssris-muders-suicide-panorama-depression-anxiety-side-effects-a7859876.html


http://commonground.ca/mass-murderers-ssris/

https://ssristories.org/

http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/resources/idt-sh/aurora_shooting

https://www.naturalnews.com/044847_SSRIs_gateway_drug_mass_murder.html

https://www.cchrint.org/school-shooters/

http://www.cchr.org/videos/dead-wrong/

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Monday, February 26, 2018 3:07 AM

WISHIMAY


Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
And here is Wishi defining MILD DEPRESSION and/or MILD INSOMNIA as "crazy"



And you somehow think that you can't have a mental breakdown with just depression or insomnia?? Those are big red flags something is not working right. Some people have such a low threshold that just a few days of little sleep can screw with everything.



"Clearly, your brain doesn't work very well when you're sleep-deprived," Feinsilver said. Even a low level of sleep deprivation has an impact on cognitive and emotional function, he said.

Dinges explained that some of the first emotional impacts of sleep deprivation involve positive emotions. "When people get sleep-deprived, they don't show positive emotion in their faces," Dinges said. A sleep-deprived person may say they're happy, but they still have a neutral face, he said.

And they won't recognize other people as happy, either. A positive look on someone's face can appear neutral to a sleep-deprived person, and neutral look is often interpreted as a negative look, Dinges said. The sleep-deprived brain may not be as capable of detecting positive emotions as a more rested brain, he said.

And sleep-deprived people also don't tolerate disappointment very well, Dinges added."



New research about depression shows major changes in the brain can happen.
This was on Daily Mail today...


For the first time, Canadian researchers showed that persistent depression has different effects on the brain than shorter bouts.
People who had bouts of the condition lasting over 10 years had 30 percent more brain inflammation than people who had short episodes.
Brain inflammation occurs in patients with brain degeneration diseases like Alzheimer's and Parkinson's.







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Tuesday, February 27, 2018 7:40 AM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Those links I posted have a lot of meat in them. More than I even expected. And I didn't even get all the links I wanted in the post.

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Tuesday, February 27, 2018 3:15 PM

WISHIMAY


Seriously, I'm curious...Why the stance?? Were you or someone you know put on them and then something bad happened??


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Thursday, March 1, 2018 12:16 PM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


To be clear, these deaths include knives, axes, ropes, airplanes, machetes.

And, perhaps because Wishi keeps her head up her bung along with dildos, she believes that "gallstone problems" are a "mental illness"
I do not agree that gallstones, high school test results, mild insomnia, relationship breakups, or mild depression are mental illnesses - they are "life"

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Thursday, March 1, 2018 3:31 PM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Should be pointed out the European drugs use a different brand name than in USA, and reports normally do not specify which drugs, just generally "antidepressants" for the most part.
With many of these pharma makers based in Yurp, maybe they are being libelly protective of Big Pharma.

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Thursday, March 1, 2018 11:56 PM

WISHIMAY


I've seen people who are mentally ill talk smack about psychiatric drugs as a way of denying they need them.

Usually, it is also because their own egos say they are good without them...but the question becomes...

Can you have a relationship without the pills? Have you done things to harm yourself or derail your own life?

The answer then is.. YES, YOU NEED THEM.

Pretty damn sure that is what is going on here.



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Friday, March 2, 2018 1:46 AM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


Quote:

Originally posted by Wishimay:
I've seen people who are mentally ill talk smack about psychiatric drugs as a way of denying they need them.

Usually, it is also because their own egos say they are good without them...but the question becomes...

Can you have a relationship without the pills? Have you done things to harm yourself or derail your own life?

The answer then is.. YES, YOU NEED THEM.

Pretty damn sure that is what is going on here.

Projection much BungBetty?

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Monday, March 12, 2018 5:26 PM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


How long before Albert Wong in Yountville is added to the list?

Under the "care" of a couple shrinks - naw, he couldn't possibly be a victim of psychotropic drugs. But how to ng will they be able to keep this info hidden, covered up?


Sounds like also Jesse Randall Davidson in Dalton, GA. But so far, the killings he has confessed to are still only in his mind. Like the rest of these Reavers, the Pax prevents them from differentiating between reality and homicide ideation.

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Tuesday, March 13, 2018 2:01 AM

WISHIMAY


Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Like the rest of these Reavers, MENTAL ILLNESS prevents them from differentiating between reality and homicide ideation.



Fixed that for you!

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Tuesday, March 13, 2018 2:06 AM

WISHIMAY


You know, your theories might hold water if no one had ever gone on a bloody rampage before psych drugs were invented...


but otherwise...


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Tuesday, March 13, 2018 4:00 AM

JEWELSTAITEFAN


FDA has received reports of Homicide as a Side Effect from these drugs.
Welbutrin had 17 reports of Homicide as a Side Effect.
Celexa had 58 reports of Homicide as a Side Effect.
Lexapro had 43 reports of Homicide as a Side Effect.
Ambien had more than 100 reports of Homicide as a Side Effect.
Lunesta had 5 reports of Homicide as a Side Effect.

FDA had received reports from 1,531 cases that these psychotropic drugs induced Homicide Ideation.

I had thought I added to the linkies earlier, but appears I did not.

One is [URL] www.thesaveproject.com]

Also:
[Url] http://breggin.com[/URL]


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Wednesday, March 14, 2018 7:35 AM

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The Joss Whedon script for Serenity, where Wash lives, is Serenity-190pages.pdf at https://www.mediafire.com/two


Either killed by Reaver attack or Heart attack, dead is still dead. Here is a news story about a substance added to water and air in the form of dust. G-32 Paxilon Hydrochlorate only gets added to the air.

www.cnn.com/2018/03/12/health/lead-exposure-cardiovascular-disease-stu
dy/index.html


The researchers concluded that nearly 412,000 deaths every year in the US can be attributed to lead contamination. That figure is 10 times higher than previously reported by the Institute for Health Metrics and Evaluation at the University of Washington in Seattle.

The new study, which published Monday in The Lancet Public Health, tracked more than 14,000 adults over a period of about 20 years. It found that those individuals with an initial blood lead concentration at the 90th percentile had a 37% increase in all-cause mortality and a 70% increase in cardiovascular disease mortality compared to those with a blood lead concentration at the 10th percentile.

While a link between lead exposure and high blood pressure has been known for decades, the magnitude of the effect on cardiovascular mortality -- particularly at low levels of lead exposure -- was greater than anticipated, according to Dr. Bruce Lanphear, a professor of health sciences at Simon Fraser University and a leading author of the study.

"Nobody had even tried to estimate the number of deaths caused by lead exposure using a nationally representative sample of adults," Lanphear said. "But if we're underestimating the impact of lead exposure on cardiovascular disease mortality and other important outcomes beyond IQ, then it might have a big impact on the way we make investments in preventing lead poisoning exposure."

According to the study, the 10th percentile corresponded to a blood lead concentration of 1.0 micrograms per deciliter, while the 90th percentile corresponded to a concentration of 6.7 micrograms per deciliter. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention currently recommends that public health officials take action when blood lead concentrations rise above 5 micrograms per deciliter.

The researchers relied on a nationally representative sample of 14,289 adults ages 20 years and older who participated in the Third National Health and Nutrition Examination Survey between 1988 and 1994. The survey is administered by the US Centers for Disease Control and Prevention every year.

Of the initial 14,289 survey respondents, 4,422 had died by 2011. The researchers calculated that approximately 18% of those deaths could have been prevented by reducing blood lead concentrations to 1.0 micrograms per deciliter.

"I think it fits in well with the literature," said Dr. Philip Landrigan, Dean for Global Health at the Icahn School of Medicine at Mount Sinai and an expert on environmental pollution in children, who was not involved in the study.

"The literature has been showing for many years that lead causes hypertension, stroke, and cardiovascular disease," he added. "This study now shows that the cardiovascular toxicity of lead extends down to lower levels than were previously examined."

"There's no safe threshold," Lanphear said. "Once we found that there was a risk across the entire range of exposures, we could estimate the number of attributable deaths. And instead of it being 40,000 deaths, which is what had previously been estimated, we found that it was about 10 times that."

*** While the toxic effects of lead exposure have been known for centuries, the vast number of people potentially affected by the cardiovascular effects of lead exposure were surprising, even to the study's researchers. ***

"When you start looking at the risk across the entire range of people exposed, all of a sudden the number of affected people balloons," said Lanphear. "Mostly it's a numbers thing -- there are so many people in the low- to moderate-risk groups that, as long as there are some risks with low-level exposure, many more people are going to die or develop heart disease."

In the 1970s, after decades of rising levels of lead contamination in the US, Congress banned lead-based paint for residential use in 1978 and amended the Clean Air Act to establish new guidelines for automobile gasoline requirements.

Since then, the CDC has reduced the acceptable blood concentration from 40 micrograms per deciliter in the early 1970s, to 10 micrograms per deciliter in the early 1990s, to 5 micrograms per deciliter just a couple of years ago, according to Landrigan.

But despite creating these thresholds, the CDC still cautions that no safe blood lead level has yet been identified.

Much More at www.cnn.com/2018/03/12/health/lead-exposure-cardiovascular-disease-stu
dy/index.html


Remember this story started with the sentence: "The researchers concluded that nearly 412,000 deaths every year in the US can be attributed to lead contamination." This is one of those problems some Democrats (but not anywhere near a majority of them) would care enough about to spend a HUGE amount of money fixing. Nearly every Republican would resist with all their might spending more than token amounts of money, perhaps insisting it is the poisoned person’s fault for not drinking bottled water. Or maybe the Republican would blame the poisoned person for living in a house with lead paint. The GOP will say anything, anything at all, to avoid spending money on people who aren't themselves.

The Joss Whedon script for Serenity, where Wash lives, is Serenity-190pages.pdf at www.mediafire.com/folder/1uwh75oa407q8/Firefly

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Friday, March 16, 2018 2:43 AM

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Couple more links:

[Url] www.drugawareness.org]

This one has parts that might go in the other thread about "foods"
[Url] www.Vaccinecommonsense.com[/URL
Particularly the part about Polysorbate 80 and Aluminum.

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Saturday, March 17, 2018 2:32 AM

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Another thing that bothers me.
John Noveske was one of the first, if not the first, to compile a list of these, and revealing to the masses by posting it on Facebook. Aged 36, Founder of Noveske Fireworks.
He was warned off, before being killed under suspicious circumstances. A single vehicle "accident"
Big Pharma silenced one voice. That ticks me off.

HTTPs//:drprincetta.com/tag/john-noveske

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Sunday, March 18, 2018 1:32 AM

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Quote:

Originally posted by Wishimay:
NO, I think you've got it backwards. Do you honestly think these people and more have NO prior mental issues? That it was purely the drugs that made them do bad things?? The fact they were on pills suggests that they ALREADY had severe mental incompetentcies...

Perhaps it is merely because Wishi keeps her head stored along with her dildoes in her bung cavity, but here is where she makes it clear that she considers Gallstone Problems to be "severe mental incompetency" - and psychotropic drugs did nothing to drastically destroy 40 years of living normally and peacefully.

And taking a High School Test is a "severe mental incompetency"

And having ADHD is a "severe mental incompetency"

And "difficulties with school" is a "severe mental incompetency"

And a relationship break-up is a "severe mental incompetency"

And insomnia is a "severe mental incompetency"

And mild depression is a "severe mental incompetency"

And "anxiousness" is a "severe mental incompetency"


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Sunday, March 18, 2018 9:41 AM

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The Joss Whedon script for Serenity, where Wash lives, is Serenity-190pages.pdf at https://www.mediafire.com/two


Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Quote:

Originally posted by Wishimay:
NO, I think you've got it backwards. Do you honestly think these people and more have NO prior mental issues? That it was purely the drugs that made them do bad things?? The fact they were on pills suggests that they ALREADY had severe mental incompetentcies...

Perhaps it is merely because Wishi keeps her head stored along with her dildoes in her bung cavity, but here is where she makes it clear that she considers Gallstone Problems to be "severe mental incompetency" - and psychotropic drugs did nothing to drastically destroy 40 years of living normally and peacefully.

And taking a High School Test is a "severe mental incompetency"

And having ADHD is a "severe mental incompetency"

And "difficulties with school" is a "severe mental incompetency"

And a relationship break-up is a "severe mental incompetency"

And insomnia is a "severe mental incompetency"

And mild depression is a "severe mental incompetency"

And "anxiousness" is a "severe mental incompetency"


Congratulations to JewelStaiteFan for being the stupidest human at Fireflyfans.net !

There are other chemicals besides legal drugs that cause severe mental incompetency. My favorite example is that everyone on Planet Earth was once exposed to lead, which is very similar to everyone on Planet Miranda exposed to Paxilon. Both Paxilon and lead cause violent behavior :

How Lead Caused America's Violent Crime Epidemic
www.forbes.com/sites/alexknapp/2013/01/03/how-lead-caused-americas-vio
lent-crime-epidemic/#6a4a240412c4


Lead-Crime hypothesis
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lead-crime_hypothesis

New evidence that lead exposure increases crime
www.brookings.edu/blog/up-front/2017/06/01/new-evidence-that-lead-expo
sure-increases-crime
/

The Joss Whedon script for Serenity, where Wash lives, is Serenity-190pages.pdf at www.mediafire.com/folder/1uwh75oa407q8/Firefly

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Monday, March 19, 2018 1:52 AM

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Quote:

Originally posted by second:
Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Quote:

Originally posted by Wishimay:
NO, I think you've got it backwards. Do you honestly think these people and more have NO prior mental issues? That it was purely the drugs that made them do bad things?? The fact they were on pills suggests that they ALREADY had severe mental incompetentcies...

Perhaps it is merely because Wishi keeps her head stored along with her dildoes in her bung cavity, but here is where she makes it clear that she considers Gallstone Problems to be "severe mental incompetency" - and psychotropic drugs did nothing to drastically destroy 40 years of living normally and peacefully.

And taking a High School Test is a "severe mental incompetency"

And having ADHD is a "severe mental incompetency"

And "difficulties with school" is a "severe mental incompetency"

And a relationship break-up is a "severe mental incompetency"

And insomnia is a "severe mental incompetency"

And mild depression is a "severe mental incompetency"

And "anxiousness" is a "severe mental incompetency"


Congratulations to JewelStaiteFan for being the stupidest human at Fireflyfans.net !

There are other chemicals besides legal drugs that cause severe mental incompetency. My favorite example is that everyone on Planet Earth was once exposed to lead, which is very similar to everyone on Planet Miranda exposed to Paxilon.

Prior to these claims of yours, I never heard that injection or absorption of lead would cause within hours or days a psychotic break from reality.

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Thursday, March 22, 2018 1:52 AM

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This One also seems to have some info appropriate for the other thread, about food and such:

[Url] http://www.totalityofbeing.com/FramelessPages/Articles/violence.html[/URL]


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Thursday, March 22, 2018 5:30 AM

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Also, this one has info on food chemicals in the blood and brain:

www.bollyn.com/how-do-ssri-antidepressants-work

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Friday, March 23, 2018 3:55 AM

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This link explains some of these drugs are known to cause insanity:

www.thefreelibrary.com/The+dark+side+of+psychiatric+drugs.-a015282525



And this one explains the corruption, the cover-up, the bellwether case of Forsythe, and the following British case of Payne:

www.theguardian.com/theguardian/1999/Oct/30/weekend7.weekend1


And it looks like prior to the Forsythe Trial and the Payne incident, they were successful at smudging the info, hiding behind the generic term "psychiatric medications" instead of specifying which drug it was.

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Thursday, March 29, 2018 5:50 AM

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The Victor Ciabotti lawsuit story exposes to some degree that Prozac maker had been subverting the legal processes to hide any proof of liability, paying off plaintiffs in mid-trial without informing even the Judge, so that inconvenient verdicts would not be rendered.

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Monday, April 2, 2018 2:08 AM

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More linkies:
Antidepressantsfacts.com/casualties.Htm


Cgpgmg.com/active-shooters-and-psychiatric-drugs/


Doctors with books on the subject t:
Peter Breggin
Ann Blake Tracy
David Healy
Joseph Glenmullens

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Tuesday, April 10, 2018 7:52 PM

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I have recently seen a TV Show "The Resident" about a hospital where all the Establishment Doctors are homicidal egotistical murdering narcissists. The standard villain of cynical administrator is still there, but she is not as horrific as the Doctors.
Is this a new trend that I missed? Or is this a solo story?

It used to be that Doctors, in general, were portrayed as life benevolent, somewhat caring, instead of constantly trying to kill their patients.


Is much of this merely a result of Affirmative Action forcing bottom-of-the-barrel applicants into critical fields, replacing qualified MD candidates with lazier, less qualified shlubbs?

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Tuesday, April 17, 2018 7:10 PM

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This site may have more examples, mostly from the UK.

http://www.hundredfamilies.org/

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Friday, April 20, 2018 6:09 PM

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I am not sure if I had noticed before. Columbine occurred on Pot Day.
How appropriate!

Have some Pot so you will become bipolar!
Once declared bipolar you can be prescribed psychotropic drugs, and even be Court-ordered to consume them!
Then you can kill all your children, parents, and friends!
Reaverland, here you come!

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Tuesday, April 24, 2018 3:31 PM

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Much of this information is obfuscated and becomes difficult to track down.

So we might list some Spree Killers, and then check later if their psychotropic drugs were revealed.


Travis Reinking, Morton IL, Waffle House, APR 2018.

Alex Minassian, 25, Toronto rental van, Apr 2018.

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Wednesday, May 30, 2018 10:48 PM

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Now that Roseanne has admitted to Ambien tweetering, some people are waking up to the psychotropic side effects.

Like Ben Harris in 1995, Steve Kazmierczak in 2008, Robert Stewart in 2009, SPC Ivan Lopez-Lopes in 2014.

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Thursday, May 31, 2018 11:58 AM

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Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Now that Roseanne has admitted to Ambien tweetering, some people are waking up to the psychotropic side effects.

Like Ben Harris in 1995, Steve Kazmierczak in 2008, Robert Stewart in 2009, SPC Ivan Lopez-Lopes in 2014.

Heard an interview last night which pointed out that the FDA has identified 80% of these violent attacks as being caused by the drugs.

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Saturday, June 2, 2018 3:20 PM

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Tuesday, June 5, 2018 8:47 AM

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Dwight Lamon Jones, Scottsdale AZ. 6 dead, including a psychiatrist. Could there possibly be psychiatric drugs involved?

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Tuesday, August 28, 2018 8:07 AM

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Did MSM just already admit that the Jacksonville Gamer taking psychotropic drugs for his "mental illness" instead of blaming it on something else first?

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Wednesday, August 29, 2018 8:37 PM

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Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Did MSM just already admit that the Jacksonville Gamer taking psychotropic drugs for his "mental illness" instead of blaming it on something else first?

His name was David Katz.

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Friday, August 31, 2018 4:44 AM

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Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Quote:

Originally posted by JEWELSTAITEFAN:
Did MSM just already admit that the Jacksonville Gamer taking psychotropic drugs for his "mental illness" instead of blaming it on something else first?

His name was David Katz.

He has been taking Lexapro and Resperidrone. Age 24 as of last week, 12 years ago his drug cocktail had already caused "psychiatric crisis" and he has had numerous more. Dad Richard worked at NASA and didn't want David taking these drugs.
Mom was too busy to care for her child, working instead at, of all places, FDA.

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Friday, August 31, 2018 5:37 AM

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I guess I had not realized that Adderal was really just the Banned Drug Obetrol, banned by the FDA since early 1970s. And rebranded as Mydayis in 2017. It has been continually sold in US, ban not enforced.

Murdermeds.com seems a helpful site.

Apparently reporter or Talk Show Host Gina Loudon has information, but it is hard to find further mention in MSM.

Speed Demon: Dying For Attention is apparently a documentary on this subject.

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Friday, August 31, 2018 6:19 AM

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I try to update the list in the 3rd post of this thread, as time allows.


Quote:

Originally posted by Wishimay:
NO, I think you've got it backwards. Do you honestly think these people and more have NO prior mental issues? That it was purely the drugs that made them do bad things?? The fact they were on pills suggests that they ALREADY had severe mental incompetentcies...

Like I said, hubby takes drugs, and couldn't NOT. You can't know which drug will work and which won't. But I ABSOLUTELY GUARANTEE if you take all these pills away that these kinds of horrific incidents would triple.

SO what is the goal here?? Someone to blame??? People were going nuts since day one, massacres and all...there were dozens here just in the 1800's. This has been going on as long as there were PEOPLE.

This post continues to resonate in it's idiocy.
Yep, those 7 year olds really needed to be guinea pigs for Big Pharma, drugs would never be the cause of Homicide Ideation.

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Saturday, October 20, 2018 3:23 PM

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Here is another PoV, more accepting of the Evil doings of shrinks.
And how a life on drugs can be viewed as normal.


https://ca.style.yahoo.com/anxiety-queen-buzzfeed-producer-changing-fa
ce-anxiety-000107288.html



Earlier this year, I hit an emotional brick wall.

For most of my life I’ve dealt with anxiety, depression and eating disorders. Although there have been rough patches, for most of my 20s I had been taking a medication that worked for me and seeing a therapist regularly. I felt good for the first time in a long time.

Everything changed when I had a panic attack unlike anything I had ever experienced before. There was no crying, no sweating; It didn’t look like a “normal” panic attack. I suddenly became completely detached from my surroundings, and felt as though I was dreaming. Nothing seemed real, and I froze, tense with the belief that I had officially lost my mind.

In late 2017, I was diagnosed with derealization and depersonalization, dissociative disorders that completely threw me for a loop. I became angry that after years of managing my depression and anxiety, they shape-shifted into something beyond my control. With the ringing in of the New Year, I threw my hands up in surrender and called for a time-out from life.



During a leave of absence from work, I fell into a YouTube video spiral and came across Kelsey Darragh, a producer at BuzzFeed whose videos have been streamed by millions of people around the world. The 28-year-old is funny, outgoing and charming, the “cool girl” you want to have drinks and swap wardrobes with; she also happens to be the only person I’ve ever come across who has experienced dissociative panic disorder.

In 2015, Darragh created a video for BuzzFeed for mental health awareness week, revealing her history with mental illness, specifically anxiety and panic disorder. In the video, Darragh describes her first dissociative panic attack when she was 17. “My Pill Journey” was the video that gave me goosebumps. Like me, Darragh was on an airplane when she had her first dissociative panic attack. I listened as she described feeling as though she was detached from her body, living in what she described as “a video game.”
Image via Getty Images.

I began following her content closely and was introduced to an entire online community that has been cultivated by Darragh’s willingness to share her story with the world.

While most people would be satisfied with the legions of social media followers and YouTube fame, Darragh is using her platform to create a dialogue about living with chronic pain and acting as an advocate for human rights and mental health. Through her content with BuzzFeed, her podcast, “Adult Sh1t,” and her clothing line that raises money for the National Alliance of Mental Illness, Darragh is the Anxiety Queen giving hope to an entire generation.

I spoke to Darragh while she was on vacation with her boyfriend at Orlando Studios in her home state of Florida. Like in her videos, Darragh is energetic and bubbly despite talking about some of the darkest times of her life. She’s eager to share her story, but never preaches about the one way to cope with mental illness. She just wants to talk about it, normalize it, and end the stigma that keeps so many people from getting help.

“It was this thing that followed me everywhere to the point where I was afraid to literally do anything,” Darragh said of her anxiety. “I became an agoraphobe and was so afraid to leave my house for months on end. I was too afraid to talk about it if I was dating someone new, I couldn’t tell my teachers about it. I would fake being sick all the time. I think I faked three grandmother’s funerals to cover up panic attacks because I was so desperate to have someone vouch for what I was going through. It was one of those things where people say, ‘just shake it off’ or ‘just wait it out’ but the things I was experiencing weren’t going away.”


In the 10 years that she’s been living with anxiety, Darragh was misdiagnosed as bipolar, and saw firsthand the dangers of Big Pharma, as doctors freely wrote prescriptions for numerous psychiatric drugs. Despite her struggles, she credits therapy, doing her own research, and social media sites like Twitter and Tumblr with helping her make sense of her illness.

“The internet was a big part in finding the confidence to talk about it (anxiety) because at that point, I knew I wasn’t the only person that was going through this.”


Over time, Darragh learned to take living with anxiety “day by day” and became more open with the people in her life about her mental health. When she began working at BuzzFeed, a place she calls “open and understanding,” she felt ready to create content that reflected her experiences with anxiety.

“I knew I had to be a fire starter amongst people my age for it to happen. It was scary as hell. I thought I was going to be judged,” she recalled. “I wondered if I was doing this right and giving justice to the topic. I didn’t know. I wasn’t cured, but there was an insane fire within me, maybe it was anxiety, that was pushing through it. I knew that if I didn’t start talking about it publicly I would have gone ‘crazy.’”

The response to her video, “My Pill Journey” was overwhelming. When asked if she had set out to become a mental health advocate and activist, I could almost hear Darragh shaking her head on the other end of the phone.

“I had no idea the response I was going to get,” she said laughing. “So many people reached out to me and said, ‘This is my story, this is my journey.’ There was so much support and connection that I received. I had no choice!”

Darragh suddenly became a go-to person for young people, in need of advice and guidance.



“I would always say, ‘I’m not a doctor, I’m still figuring my own stuff out.’ But I knew I could be supportive and a voice with the platform that I have, and the following I have,” she said. “It’s the least i can do. If I don’t use my platform for that, then this is a waste.”

The YouTuber received a tidal wave of attention in May of this year after she shared a list she created of ways her boyfriend, music producer and DJ Jared Lucas a.k.a. Kap Slap, can help her during a panic attack. It was retweeted more than 12,000 times and was picked up by news outlets internationally.


The list included tips like, “Find my meds if they’re nearby and make sure I take it,” and “Know that I’m scared and won’t be able to explain why, so please don’t freak out or be annoyed with me.”

“After that list came out,I just thought I would put it out there for everyone to see because I wish i had this in my early 20s and teens,” she explained. “I wish I could have given this to my parents and my friends — and thought maybe people can give me tips, too.”

When Darragh talks about her partner, she touches briefly on the very real fear that many people with anxiety and mental health issues have about dating: That anxiety and depression make you unloveable, that it’s too much for a partner to handle.

“I’m lucky that he was even able to understand it, and listen to it and it didn’t turn him away from the relationship,” she said. “He was just like. ‘Oh, ok. It’s just a part of you. I’ve got weird stuff about me too.”

The list became a resource, not only for Darragh and her partner, but for the thousands of people online who joined in on the conversation and started conversations of their own with the people in their lives.

“I was so embarrassed I wasn’t able to articulate what was happening to me at the time. After that list came out, I just thought I would put it out there for everyone to see because I wish i had this in my early 20s and teens. I wish i could have given this to my parents and my friends — and thought maybe people can give me tips, too.”

Whenever talking to anyone with mental health issues, the subject of taking medication can quickly become a story swap between war buddies who lived to tell the tale. Darragh is open and honest about how she stopped taking all medications nearly two years ago when she began getting weekly acupuncture treatments as a form of alternative medicine.



“I always tell people that I’m not on medication but I absolutely 100 per cent believe in the power of medication,” she said, noting that medication has benefitted her in the past. “I absolutely needed that medication. I would not have functioned, I probably wouldn’t have survived without it. I always tell people that whatever works is fine – so long as it’s not harmful to you or someone else. If it’s video games, working out, going to the movies — whatever makes you feel better, just do it.”
Image via Instagram/Kelsey Darragh.

Despite her stance on not taking daily antidepressants, Darragh told me that she does carry Klonopin with her — just in case she suddenly experiences a panic attack.

“I’ve learned with panic disorder that a panic attack can’t last forever,” she told me. “The sooner I can nip it in the bud, the better. If breathing exercises work then I’ll do that, but if Klonopin is going to take it out the fastest then, girl — you best believe I’m taking a Klonopin! I’m not going to consider myself a failure for taking it. I’m not going to consider it a set back.”

In talking to Darragh, I was reminded of the feelings I had when I first watched her videos and began listening to her podcasts: There is hope for people living with anxiety. It’s been just over a year since I had my first dissociative panic attack, and while they do occur less frequently now, I can’t help but go back to feeling like I’ve gone “crazy.”

“I’m trying to make peace with those days,” she told me. “My way of finding relief is to have someone, an internet stranger, my mom or anyone say, ‘I’ve been there.”

Girl, I’ve been there.

We ended our call by talking about the future, what we feel needs to be done to help people living with mental health issues. It turns out the answer begins with talking and sharing our stories.

“No matter the age, race or gender – we should be able to have a non-judgmental conversation about anxiety and recognize that it affects different races and different classes in different ways,” she said. “There needs to be affordable treatment options for people. It should be a priority. Having visibility about anxiety from a place of love rather than judgement because it’s a scary thing to talk about. But if you come from a place of love with these conversations, it helps. Being believed and having conversations is the bare minimum we can do.”

While my journey with sharing my story about anxiety is just beginning, Darragh is formulating plans to help promote alternative forms of therapy, and shine light on the problem of pharmaceuticals in the United States.



“Western medicine is slowly starting to come to the realization that Eastern medicine – yoga, acupuncture and mindfulness has something to it. Pushing that message is something that I wish I had available to me earlier. Pushing that narrative is my next big goal.”

We said our goodbyes and promised to stay in touch. Darragh went back to her vacation and I sat making notes in an empty conference room about our conversation.

Anxiety manifests itself differently for so many people, it’s impossible to paint everyone’s experience with the same brush. To have people like Kelsey Darragh, who is successful and vibrant share her experience with the world helps not only further the conversation of mental health, but helps those struggling to remember that there is hope.

I walked away knowing that even on my very worst days, there’s at least one other person in the world who knows how I’m feeling. Our conversation was honest and brief, but on that day it was enough.

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Saturday, October 27, 2018 7:54 PM

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Cesar Sayoc, the quasi-bomber from Florida. He apparently didn't injure anybody with his contraptions, but he did Mail packages with devices with materials not allowed by Postal Service, even if they were incapable of detonating.
He is reported, by multiple sources, to be a Juice Monkey, a consumer or abuser of Steroids, presumably anabolic steroids. Experts have already specified that steroids are included in this category of mind-altering chemicals/drugs. Even commonly known, as Roid Rage.

But he seems to have no Body Count. MSM is trying to attribute his drug/chemical-induced psychosis to a political sensibility that they cannot comprehend.

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Saturday, October 27, 2018 7:59 PM

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Robert Boyer shot some people in Pittsburgh. His target was reportedly some who were observing rituals of Judaism, or practices of the Faith.

Anybody heard if he had "mental health" issues, the Code Words for psychotropic drug users/consumers?

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Monday, December 10, 2018 12:43 PM

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Today Connecticut Police were forced to release the results of their Investigation into Adam Lanza, from a lawsuit.

Investigation was closed after a year, finding no motive but confirming his use of psychotropic drugs.

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Tuesday, January 8, 2019 5:45 AM

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Just saw a TV true crime show with the Tyler Hadley case, drugged for mental health until he killed his parents with a claw hammer.

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