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Cant sleep
Monday, October 2, 2006 3:01:36 PM

I cant sleep, I fall asleep eventually but I just dont get tired the same way. I feel hollow inside, like something just is missing. I know what it is, its hope. The hope of one getting together with ...


The Pain...
Thursday, October 5, 2006 2:05:12 PM

The shock of being rejected has subsided and the pain has swept in. And such horrible agoinising pain it is. I just want to rip out my heart to stop it from aching. It feels like a thousand knives have ...


I DonĀ“t Wanna Be Me.
Thursday, October 5, 2006 11:39:44 PM

Just paid the bills with the last money I had. Dont have any money to pay the bills next month, and I cannot any longer afford food. Everything is totally fucked. I dont have anywhere I can turn to ...