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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 5:59 AM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


Well the blog didn't seem to work so here is a thread:

To all my friends out there in the Firefly world,,,,I’m sorry I’ve been Missing In Action, but I had a lot of issues to deal with in my life that I just needed to escape a bit to get my head together. So many things in my life have happened to cause me distress and I hope you all understand that I had to do what I had to do to survive and try to organize my life once again.

I wasn’t sure if I’d ever return to the site. A decision I’m not sure was for the best. I have kept in touch with a few peeps and well, I have to say, although I called YOU my friends, I never knew that you all called me a friend as well and how much you all really do care for me. I have gotten notes from some saying folk have been asking for me and well THANK YOU ALL!! You know who you are. *smiles* I was being selfish in leaving the way I did,,,nor did I act like a friend at all. Uncaring of others feelings and just worrying about mine, Selfish!! I apologize.

I didn’t realize that in leaving the site that I cherish, would cause so many questions from peeps that care about me in the long run. I had no idea the extent of how much YOU all considered me a friend and for that I APOLOGIZE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I will understand if I’m not accepted back as freely as I departed.

Most of you know that I’m divorcing and well I’ve since moved out of my house. I’m living with a non-stop smoker, bachelor cousin, who generously opened his doors to me knowing full well that I could not even pay him rent until my house is sold. He is very neat and is unconsciously caring to woman and leaves the toilet seat down and the sink is always wiped clean and dry. Everything in the house pretty much stays in order, so for me, it is just that deep down girly clean the apartment needs.

Blog One: All is ok,,,challenging..To say the least....moved in on Friday, no heat or hot water, got hot water Friday night....At least I got my internet connection!! Of course, this past weekend had to be the coldest so far here in New England. I stayed wrapped in an electric blanket and borrowed an electric heater, lit as many candles as I could and tried to stay warm…It seemed to work cause when I left my room to venture through the artic to the bathroom, upon re-entering my room, it seemed warm…*smiles* Didn’t get much done in the house, cause every time I moved I got so cold I had to go back to the bedroom…didn’t do much of anything all weekend.

Mon: I finally got heat...YAY,,,thank god... Don't know if I could have taken another day of no heat. It has been really challenging finding my way to the bathroom, to only be cold in there, turn on the shower for hot water,,,,warm for a bit then back into the cold. LOL If anything, this has been an adventure.

Since I had heat I decided to put my room together a bit and unpack some boxes....geee, my wardrobe looks sad...never really gave it a thought before but my clothes look so much different in this environment. LOL I lost track of time unpacking and was 11:00 by the time I stopped so I just headed off to bed. Funny, been sleeping real well. Even the first night. Usually when I'm in a strange place takes me days to get used to the area, then you leave. But, nope.....out like a light. So that is real good. I think the pressure's of my old life have been lifted a bit and, have gone somewhat.

Tus morn: I have to get myself a mirror for my bedroom so I can do my hair without trying to be Houdini and run back to the bathroom to see what it looks like in between drying sections,,,,there is no outlet in the bathroom for a hair dryer so been really comical...Then, I head back to the bathroom to put on what little makeup I wear...too funny...But,,,I got to up, the heat was on and was nice and toasty in there when I was getting ready. I was, uh, on the road at 6:45. I should have looked at the clock before I left...LOL,,,stopped at Dunkin and Donuts for a coffee to kill some time so I wasn't at work by 6:50. LOL. I used to live 48 miles round trip from work…I now only drive 4.8 miles round trip….I will have to look at the clock before I leave.

My cousin smokes a lot, as I previously mentioned, so I bought a fan last night and it seem to work well,,,fits right in the window and helps with the smoke,,,,now, if I could get the landlady to not smoke in the cellar under my bedroom, I'd be home free. Cousin seemed to have gotten the hint last night, even though I wasn't trying to give one, he seemed to smoke less last night. Funny, even though I smoke, I can pick it right up in the house...I swear as soon as the first exhale escapes their mouths, I smell it. I do have mild asthma and I could feel it kicking in last night. I think a humidifier will work some wonders too, along with the fan, it should get better, if not, I'll have to see the Dr. about an inhaler, all mine are outdated and I never refilled them. And, living there I must be getting my nicotine fix, cause I haven't wanted a cigarette as often as I had. I only smoked 2 last night and neither one did I never finished to whole thing. So, goodie there I suppose.

Living on my own is going to prove real interesting when it comes to two things. One, dinners,,,,how do you cook for one? and is there a cook book for "Cooking for One?" I was thinking of going to the book store to see. Also, I may cook on Sundays and package stuff up for the week. That may help. Two, money,,,I only get paid every two weeks and I have to learn how to make it last. I have to pay 1/2 the mortgage and a bank loan and make sure I put that money aside each paycheck. I had to take a cash advancement for the mortgage payment this month, with the understanding between “he” and I, it will be paid when the house is sold. We needed to get ourselves on schedule so the payment isn't late. So, that is what we had to do, and the panic about money hitting me yesterday has seemed to have subsided..slightly *takes a deep breath*

Blog Two: Tue eve: With a mixture of ammonia, cascade dish washer soap, and ajax in the tub it took me 2 hours to wash down the bathroom. Each section of the walls I washed took like 3 washings to get the nicotine off and I'm not even done with the whole bathroom yet. At least the shower is clean and I have a new shower curtain. Which, that is kinda funny cause I bought just the plastic curtain and not the outside section, so when you turn on the shower, the plastic curtain seems to gravitate towards your body as you are trying to wash...*giggles* There is no broom so I can't sweep and the vacuum is so old it doesn't even suck...lol So, the floor and doors are still dirty...and the carpet......huh,,,,need I go there.

The smoke seemed to be real bad again and the fan does not appear to be working as well as to be expected….It does if you just smoke in the living room but he also smokes in his bedroom. I was thinking of somehow, without offending, offering him a fan for his room. I tried to open the window in my room a bit, cause it did get a little warmer, but because the house is so old, I couldn’t get the window to cooperate at all,,,so no opening a window. I will invest in an air purifier for just my room. I hope it helps. I felt like a gold fish out of water trying to breath. And yes, like I said, I smoke, not much, and never in a house or confined area so, I’m not used to it. If you don’t think it makes a difference, you either smoke or you don’t, trust me,,,,the little I do smoke, I must be a non-smoker cause this is killing me.

In trying to open the window I noticed how bad the curtains and blinds are,,,,gosh I just may throw them out and buy new ones.

Wed: My morning,,,huh,,,well,,,,ran out of hot water,,,great...had no hot water Friday, got it back and it's gone again....THIS time I think it is the water heater...I have gas...unless the pilot on the water heater is out...dunno,,,dunno know too much about it..So, I showered and shaved as much as I could stand it, had to turn off the shower so the cold water wasn't hitting my body,,,got on my hands and knees and washed my hair under the spout with freezing cold water.....fun....But, at least I have heat. UGH,,,fate worse that Cinderella I think.

Did better with time this morning, as far as when to leave the house. Today I left at 6:45. hit a CVS and got to work for 6:57,,,,stellah.

So, my aunt, my cousins mother, sent over a care package last night....some ham, rolls and some Magic Bars.....well,,,,my cousin can’t eat them because he is allergic to walnuts so I decided to bring them to work to share with coworkers. I opened the container and I thought,,,well,....not much of a sugar eater, but I'll give it a try,,,,took one out,,,took a bite, I thought "not bad." Well I look and the coconut seems to be dangling from the cookie attached by….wha….cob webs? I look at the container and there seems to be cob webs in the container too. I do further research and they are all molded.....omg....I spit out the magic bar and threw the container out...omg....my god.....will it get any better than this?

Well I have to say,,,this has been an adventure and tis not over yet….One thing I have to say for myself,,,I may be Cinderella, but, I’m happy, and relaxed,,,and happy…

Hope you've enjoyed my update,,,*smiles* more to come.

Please, I hope you all don't think I'm picking on my cousin,,,I am so gratefull for a place to live and share with family...This is just my adventures.

Again,,,I’m good,,,,and if you want,,,,you can PM me from here again. Although the flywith…..@yahoo.,com no longer is valid.

*huggles and kisses all whom still would consider her friend* I’ve missed you all my friends…Very, very deeply.


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 6:09 AM

RIVERISMYGODDESS


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Gods, I have missed you on here woman. I know that you have had a lot of stuff going on, and that a lot of folks have missed you, and I am glad that you decided to re-join the world of FFF.net and bless us with your presence once again.

*hugs you tight to his chest and never lets go*

~Jimi
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Self-Proclaimed Grand Vizier of Georgia


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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 6:36 AM

SLICEANDDICE


Lol sweetie is good to know your good, though i thought i convayed my thinking you as a friend in your poem.... Its good to know your well and i have to say having experenced many the problem you described (my parents where never well off and we some times when i was a child we lived with other people) that none of that stuff is fun, but learning how to solve those problems or dealing with is what is fun, It makes life that much more interesting. Also i would love to point out how much what you said sounded like under the tuscan sun!!! Heres something that might help... start writing a journal. Trust me when your welling to write and think about stuff they help.

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 6:48 AM

KAREL

Flying on duct tape and a damaged registry.


flycappysign!!!
*heart soars like a hawk*


--Karel.

"Wondrous is our great blue ship that sails around the mighty sun and joy to everyone that rides along." -- Jeff Lynne, Electric Light Orchestra.

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 6:55 AM

TRISTAN


Flywithmecaptn, we may have chatted in the past a few times here and there...I just got through a divorce, so if you need to talk to someone outside your sphere of RL friends, please feel free to email me: tristan71@cableone.net
I'm a good listener and can probably make you laugh every now and then if you need it.
I'm glad you are back with us!


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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:47 AM

JADEHAND


Captn.

Sometimes we all need to be "Somewhere Else"



"But you sleep like a ghost with me
It's as simple as that
So tell me I'm mad
Roll me up and breathe me in
Come to my madness
My opium den
Come to my madness
Make sense of it again."
Goodbye to all that. III-The Opium Den (Brave)-Marillion
visit WWW.Marillion.com for a better way of life.

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 8:58 AM

VALERIEBEAN


Hi Fly! I'm sending happy, warm, sun-shiny thoughts in your general direction. Wishing the best for you and because I'm weird, I wrote you a poem. It's just so you know, I'm still flying with you.

Quote:


Dark walls caved in
My spirit crushed and torn
Lost friends, lost hope
Lonely and forlorn.

But words of life from cross the 'verse
Are flooding to my ears.
Unexpected friends come round
And wipe away my tears.

They held me up, though I should fall.
They said they'd see me through it all.
And now I know at beck and call
They'll shield me from my fear.
My family? It is here!



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"Just like handgrenades, you don't want to run into a horseshoe stake in the dark." -Gouda, FFF.net

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:14 AM

AVERYFINECOMPANION


hello my cappy!!

I'm so glad to hear from you. I'm sorry I haven't been around. I'm working the late shift at my new job now. But I'll try and be better for now on.

Don't ever think you are unwelcome to be back. We all love you! We'd love to see our captain grace us with her presence again. I may even go on FFF.chat to talk to ya!

I hope to hear from you again!

XOXO

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"Am I a lion?"

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:15 AM

COSMICFUGITIVE


O.O

CAPPY!

Glad to hear that everything is okay in your world. I tried to contact you via the yahoo address, unaware that it had been cancelled.

It is great to hear that you are okay. (I am repeating myself a wee bit here, but it really is true.) The chat has been a different place without your presence.

You soldier on girl. Keep that chin up! I hope that any unresolved issues (moving house etc) are fixed, and soon. We will hold until you get back!

You are and will remain a good friend, to myself and to a lot of folk on here.

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 9:58 AM

WHIMSICALNBRAINPAN


It is so good to see you and know that you are hanging in there. How could you even think for a second that we wouldn't want to have you back? Silly Captn! I think You'll find that there are many Browncoats who will be happy to see you and relieved to know that you are ok. Welcome back!

"Well, my days of not taking you seriously are certainly coming to a middle." http://whimsicalnbrainpan.blogspot.com/

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 12:11 PM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


Thank you guys so much,,,from the bottom of heart, thank you.

*smiles*

It's good to be home!!

"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 1:36 PM

13


Lordy, this is truly the only world to live in. All is right...

Glad to hear all this. I'd write a poem, but I'm more with the stilted, vague observational stories. I feel for you with the heating problems. Running the fireplace all night in good ol' America Jr. gets a tad annoying. Plus fetching kindling.

Gar, tis cold there, but warm here. Very warm indeed. (Vague enough?)


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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 1:38 PM

BIONICBATMAN


Quote:

Originally posted by flywithmecaptn:
Well the blog didn't seem to work so here is a thread:

To all my friends out there in the Firefly world,,,,I’m sorry I’ve been Missing In Action, but I had a lot of issues to deal with in my life that I just needed to escape a bit to get my head together. So many things in my life have happened to cause me distress and I hope you all understand that I had to do what I had to do to survive and try to organize my life once again.

I wasn’t sure if I’d ever return to the site. A decision I’m not sure was for the best. I have kept in touch with a few peeps and well, I have to say, although I called YOU my friends, I never knew that you all called me a friend as well and how much you all really do care for me. I have gotten notes from some saying folk have been asking for me and well THANK YOU ALL!! You know who you are. *smiles* I was being selfish in leaving the way I did,,,nor did I act like a friend at all. Uncaring of others feelings and just worrying about mine, Selfish!! I apologize.

I didn’t realize that in leaving the site that I cherish, would cause so many questions from peeps that care about me in the long run. I had no idea the extent of how much YOU all considered me a friend and for that I APOLOGIZE FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. I will understand if I’m not accepted back as freely as I departed.

Most of you know that I’m divorcing and well I’ve since moved out of my house. I’m living with a non-stop smoker, bachelor cousin, who generously opened his doors to me knowing full well that I could not even pay him rent until my house is sold. He is very neat and is unconsciously caring to woman and leaves the toilet seat down and the sink is always wiped clean and dry. Everything in the house pretty much stays in order, so for me, it is just that deep down girly clean the apartment needs.

Blog One: All is ok,,,challenging..To say the least....moved in on Friday, no heat or hot water, got hot water Friday night....At least I got my internet connection!! Of course, this past weekend had to be the coldest so far here in New England. I stayed wrapped in an electric blanket and borrowed an electric heater, lit as many candles as I could and tried to stay warm…It seemed to work cause when I left my room to venture through the artic to the bathroom, upon re-entering my room, it seemed warm…*smiles* Didn’t get much done in the house, cause every time I moved I got so cold I had to go back to the bedroom…didn’t do much of anything all weekend.

Mon: I finally got heat...YAY,,,thank god... Don't know if I could have taken another day of no heat. It has been really challenging finding my way to the bathroom, to only be cold in there, turn on the shower for hot water,,,,warm for a bit then back into the cold. LOL If anything, this has been an adventure.

Since I had heat I decided to put my room together a bit and unpack some boxes....geee, my wardrobe looks sad...never really gave it a thought before but my clothes look so much different in this environment. LOL I lost track of time unpacking and was 11:00 by the time I stopped so I just headed off to bed. Funny, been sleeping real well. Even the first night. Usually when I'm in a strange place takes me days to get used to the area, then you leave. But, nope.....out like a light. So that is real good. I think the pressure's of my old life have been lifted a bit and, have gone somewhat.

Tus morn: I have to get myself a mirror for my bedroom so I can do my hair without trying to be Houdini and run back to the bathroom to see what it looks like in between drying sections,,,,there is no outlet in the bathroom for a hair dryer so been really comical...Then, I head back to the bathroom to put on what little makeup I wear...too funny...But,,,I got to up, the heat was on and was nice and toasty in there when I was getting ready. I was, uh, on the road at 6:45. I should have looked at the clock before I left...LOL,,,stopped at Dunkin and Donuts for a coffee to kill some time so I wasn't at work by 6:50. LOL. I used to live 48 miles round trip from work…I now only drive 4.8 miles round trip….I will have to look at the clock before I leave.

My cousin smokes a lot, as I previously mentioned, so I bought a fan last night and it seem to work well,,,fits right in the window and helps with the smoke,,,,now, if I could get the landlady to not smoke in the cellar under my bedroom, I'd be home free. Cousin seemed to have gotten the hint last night, even though I wasn't trying to give one, he seemed to smoke less last night. Funny, even though I smoke, I can pick it right up in the house...I swear as soon as the first exhale escapes their mouths, I smell it. I do have mild asthma and I could feel it kicking in last night. I think a humidifier will work some wonders too, along with the fan, it should get better, if not, I'll have to see the Dr. about an inhaler, all mine are outdated and I never refilled them. And, living there I must be getting my nicotine fix, cause I haven't wanted a cigarette as often as I had. I only smoked 2 last night and neither one did I never finished to whole thing. So, goodie there I suppose.

Living on my own is going to prove real interesting when it comes to two things. One, dinners,,,,how do you cook for one? and is there a cook book for "Cooking for One?" I was thinking of going to the book store to see. Also, I may cook on Sundays and package stuff up for the week. That may help. Two, money,,,I only get paid every two weeks and I have to learn how to make it last. I have to pay 1/2 the mortgage and a bank loan and make sure I put that money aside each paycheck. I had to take a cash advancement for the mortgage payment this month, with the understanding between “he” and I, it will be paid when the house is sold. We needed to get ourselves on schedule so the payment isn't late. So, that is what we had to do, and the panic about money hitting me yesterday has seemed to have subsided..slightly *takes a deep breath*

Blog Two: Tue eve: With a mixture of ammonia, cascade dish washer soap, and ajax in the tub it took me 2 hours to wash down the bathroom. Each section of the walls I washed took like 3 washings to get the nicotine off and I'm not even done with the whole bathroom yet. At least the shower is clean and I have a new shower curtain. Which, that is kinda funny cause I bought just the plastic curtain and not the outside section, so when you turn on the shower, the plastic curtain seems to gravitate towards your body as you are trying to wash...*giggles* There is no broom so I can't sweep and the vacuum is so old it doesn't even suck...lol So, the floor and doors are still dirty...and the carpet......huh,,,,need I go there.

The smoke seemed to be real bad again and the fan does not appear to be working as well as to be expected….It does if you just smoke in the living room but he also smokes in his bedroom. I was thinking of somehow, without offending, offering him a fan for his room. I tried to open the window in my room a bit, cause it did get a little warmer, but because the house is so old, I couldn’t get the window to cooperate at all,,,so no opening a window. I will invest in an air purifier for just my room. I hope it helps. I felt like a gold fish out of water trying to breath. And yes, like I said, I smoke, not much, and never in a house or confined area so, I’m not used to it. If you don’t think it makes a difference, you either smoke or you don’t, trust me,,,,the little I do smoke, I must be a non-smoker cause this is killing me.

In trying to open the window I noticed how bad the curtains and blinds are,,,,gosh I just may throw them out and buy new ones.

Wed: My morning,,,huh,,,well,,,,ran out of hot water,,,great...had no hot water Friday, got it back and it's gone again....THIS time I think it is the water heater...I have gas...unless the pilot on the water heater is out...dunno,,,dunno know too much about it..So, I showered and shaved as much as I could stand it, had to turn off the shower so the cold water wasn't hitting my body,,,got on my hands and knees and washed my hair under the spout with freezing cold water.....fun....But, at least I have heat. UGH,,,fate worse that Cinderella I think.

Did better with time this morning, as far as when to leave the house. Today I left at 6:45. hit a CVS and got to work for 6:57,,,,stellah.

So, my aunt, my cousins mother, sent over a care package last night....some ham, rolls and some Magic Bars.....well,,,,my cousin can’t eat them because he is allergic to walnuts so I decided to bring them to work to share with coworkers. I opened the container and I thought,,,well,....not much of a sugar eater, but I'll give it a try,,,,took one out,,,took a bite, I thought "not bad." Well I look and the coconut seems to be dangling from the cookie attached by….wha….cob webs? I look at the container and there seems to be cob webs in the container too. I do further research and they are all molded.....omg....I spit out the magic bar and threw the container out...omg....my god.....will it get any better than this?

Well I have to say,,,this has been an adventure and tis not over yet….One thing I have to say for myself,,,I may be Cinderella, but, I’m happy, and relaxed,,,and happy…

Hope you've enjoyed my update,,,*smiles* more to come.

Please, I hope you all don't think I'm picking on my cousin,,,I am so gratefull for a place to live and share with family...This is just my adventures.

Again,,,I’m good,,,,and if you want,,,,you can PM me from here again. Although the flywith…..@yahoo.,com no longer is valid.

*huggles and kisses all whom still would consider her friend* I’ve missed you all my friends…Very, very deeply.


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."




WOW! I'm not reading that. Sum it up in one sentence.

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 2:42 PM

VERSEEXPLORER


Captn, I came to FFF.net in August, and I remember seeing your posts.

Quote:

FlyWithMeCaptn wrote:
Well I have to say,,,this has been an adventure and tis not over yet….One thing I have to say for myself,,,I may be Cinderella, but, I’m happy, and relaxed,,,and happy…



It is the challenges in life that make us strong. After reading your story, it was uplifting to see your optimism. Being out of a negative relationship is very liberating. I am so glad that you came back. This is a wonderful place with Browncoats that are very supportive. I hope to get to know you better in the future. *Hugs*


I made a web site to introduce my friends to the 'Verse.
http://web.mac.com/arcadianlc

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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 3:00 PM

KANEMAN


"WOW! I'm not reading that. Sum it up in one sentence."

LOL.. I don't think she meant to post it as one post. I think her blogs somehow got added to her post creating a monster.


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Wednesday, November 8, 2006 3:09 PM

BIONICBATMAN


A very BIG evil monster!

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Thursday, November 9, 2006 12:29 AM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


Too funny....yes, I knew it was real long. But I knew, the folk who would appreciate it and who will take the time to read it, are truly my friends.

I guess it was too long to fit into a blog,,,,so I had to post a thread.....

just for you....BionicBatman

I'm gone, I'm back....blah blah blah *giggles*

*smiles*


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Thursday, November 9, 2006 12:53 AM

PHOENIXROSE

You think you know--what's to come, what you are. You haven't even begun.


*hugs captn*
I was just getting to know you! Well, now I can get to know you more, I hope
Welcome back!


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Thursday, November 9, 2006 9:35 AM

BIONICBATMAN


Quote:

Originally posted by flywithmecaptn:
Too funny....yes, I knew it was real long. But I knew, the folk who would appreciate it and who will take the time to read it, are truly my friends.

I guess it was too long to fit into a blog,,,,so I had to post a thread.....

just for you....BionicBatman

I'm gone, I'm back....blah blah blah *giggles*

*smiles*


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."


Thank you very much

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Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:33 PM

FAN01


OMG CAPPY U HAVE NNNOOO I DEA HOW MUCH I'VE MISSD U,,WHY DIDNT U EMAIL ME BAC??,,,TO TELL U THE TRUTH AS SOON AS COSIE TOLD ME U WERENT COMING BAC FOR A WHILE IT WAS A NITE ILL NEVA FORGET,,A NITE I CRIED,,ALOT,,,I MADE A HANGE IN MY LIFE CAPPY,,,AND ILL NEVA FORGET THAT,,ALL THE CONVERSATIONS WE USE TO HAVE,,,CAPPY I TRIED EMAILING U BUT IT DIDNT WORK AND I KNEW Y,,,I WAS JUST GOING TO SAY:

TO CAPPY,

I KNOW U R GOING THROUGHT SO MUCH RITE NOW AND IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U,,,,I KNOW IM JUST A KID AND I CANT REALLY GIVE GOOD ADVICE BUT ATLEAST IM HERE FOR U,,,TO TALK TO. U MADE A CHANGE IN MY LIFE,,FROM BEING CONFIDENT IN MYSELF IN WAT HAS HAPPEND,,AND IS HAPPENING AT HOME. I BELIEVE IN MY SELF MORE AND IF IT WERENT FOR U,,I'D BE LOST. 30/10/06,,FRIDAY NITE,,,THE NITE,,I CRIED ALOT OVER A FREND,,MORE THAN A FREND,,,A FAMILY MEMBER,,,(NOT BIOLOGICALLY DAH LOL),,,AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE U!!!!! LIKE FAMILY.

,,,,,,,,,,*throws u a red rose and a along with a ginormous hug*

FAN01

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Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:33 PM

FAN01


OMG CAPPY U HAVE NNNOOO I DEA HOW MUCH I'VE MISSD U,,WHY DIDNT U EMAIL ME BAC??,,,TO TELL U THE TRUTH AS SOON AS COSIE TOLD ME U WERENT COMING BAC FOR A WHILE IT WAS A NITE ILL NEVA FORGET,,A NITE I CRIED,,ALOT,,,I MADE A HANGE IN MY LIFE CAPPY,,,AND ILL NEVA FORGET THAT,,ALL THE CONVERSATIONS WE USE TO HAVE,,,CAPPY I TRIED EMAILING U BUT IT DIDNT WORK AND I KNEW Y,,,I WAS JUST GOING TO SAY:

TO CAPPY,

I KNOW U R GOING THROUGHT SO MUCH RITE NOW AND IM ALWAYS HERE FOR U,,,,I KNOW IM JUST A KID AND I CANT REALLY GIVE GOOD ADVICE BUT ATLEAST IM HERE FOR U,,,TO TALK TO. U MADE A CHANGE IN MY LIFE,,FROM BEING CONFIDENT IN MYSELF IN WAT HAS HAPPEND,,AND IS HAPPENING AT HOME. I BELIEVE IN MY SELF MORE AND IF IT WERENT FOR U,,I'D BE LOST. 30/10/06,,FRIDAY NITE,,,THE NITE,,I CRIED ALOT OVER A FREND,,MORE THAN A FREND,,,A FAMILY MEMBER,,,(NOT BIOLOGICALLY DAH LOL),,,AND I JUST WANTED TO SAY I LOVE U!!!!! LIKE FAMILY.

,,,,,,,,,,*throws u a red rose and a along with a ginormous hug*

FAN01

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Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:36 PM

FAN01


OH YEH AND REMEBER *SPITS ON HER HAND AND HOLDS IT UP TO CAPPY* FRENDS FOREVER MEBER?

FAN01

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Saturday, November 11, 2006 8:42 PM

FAN01


opps my bad that wasnt ment to come out twice sorry lol,,,

FAN01

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Sunday, November 12, 2006 12:22 AM

FAN01


As i finished my last comment the long one,,to cappy's blog,,her fresh new beginning. I went into my room, and the words just hit me, these r the words i have to say:
In my last comment i said "wat happened at home and wat is happening",,that didnt come out rite,,IM SO GORRAM SHINEY!!! my parents r doing all they can,,they have changed their ways now. As i read ur post just ur words written out on the page made my stomach fill with butterflies,,i was ssoo happy to here from u. I ran up to my room, turned on the music real high,,and shouted " MY CAPPY IS DOING WELL, AND SHE IS LIVING STRONG!!.

i can still remeber the first real conversation that we had with cowboy,,all of us together.
U guys were really inspiring to me, telling me to go hard in achieving my goals in life,,which is to one day represent aussie in basketball.And i even managed to inspire u,,i remeber the exact words u said to me, " well i have to tell u fan,,,u r inspiring,,,to set sights high and achieve goals at such a young age inspires me."
Then we had a vertual pillow fight lol. A week from that day and that convo we had,,,it was ur b'day,,u said that it wasnt going to be the happiest of b'days,,but with the help of me and all the browncaots,,ur frends,,,that emailed u saying happy birthday,,,made ur day shiney..

U always looked out for me, telling me not to go to bed too late,,and telling me not to get into trouble by my dad,,which i think u were a wee bit too late lol. U always told me that i made ur days just by the ten min chats we had,,,along with cowgirl, cowboy, cosie,,and others. I remeber the words i said to u " im so glad we're frends cappy" u relpied saying " me too fan u have no idea".

The conversation we had when i was going ice sakting for a birthday party,,u said that u havent been ice skating in YEARS. I told u that maybe i can take u ice skating,,one day,,,it sounds good to me,,,i think u felt the same way,,,very good idea,,lol.

Our conversations we had always started and ended with BIG HUGS,,the one thing that the chat will always have,,,r it's hugs,,the hugs will last forever. Normally u entered the chat room with a tacklehuggle,,or u ranjumptacklehuggle,,,that was ur highlite,,giving people hugs. Normally when u had to head out to work we'd do our lil thing i'd say *"throws cappy a red rose"
cappy: catches red rose and blows a kiss to fan
FAN: catches kiss and places it gently on her cheek.

One more thing,,dad wanted me to tell u that he's glad everythings going well. He's been through similar situations,,and everyone that has gone, or is going throught the same things as u, will understand wat ur going through rite now.

I dont understand why u didnt email me bac,,maybe i wasnt convincing enough. But that doesnt matter anymore, as long as my cappy is doing well,,thats all that matters to me.

LOVE U HEAPS CAPPY!!!! *big hug and kisses*,,,

FAN01

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Wednesday, November 15, 2006 5:07 PM

NAVYSEILS


I just noticed a link to this thread laying in the dormant chatroom and thought I'd say Hi. Or should that be Yo, you'll be more familliar with that. Hope you get the living arrangements sorted out a bit better soon,I can think of nothing worse than living in smoke filled house. See you around.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 2:52 AM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


My dearest fan.....my god girl...I'm sorry...I love you heaps too girl,,,,I have your e-mail address and will mail soon.

This,,,this that you wrote,,,,means more to me than anything. You have made my mornings and completed my days. I've missed you so much.

This,,,fan....I'm taken aback....this has got to be the best thing I've ever read...You have left me speachless girl...You are the kindest person I know.....You do inspire me,,,you are an amazing kid,,,,you mean so much to me and that will never fade....I've told you before and I promise, I won't let you go.

*runjumptacklehuggles her, blows her a kiss and this time, throws her a flower*

I will be in touch soon...miss you, love you....I'm well...very well...*smiles*

*spits on her hand and holds it back to fan*

"Friends Forever!!!!!!!"

*big hug and kisses*



"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 2:54 AM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


*smiles at Navy*

You ready to rule the world yet boy? *smiles*

Yeah,,,you got me on the flip.....talk soon....

HUH,,,saw this posted where?

hmmm

*hugs Navy tight*


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 7:58 AM

NAVYSEILS


I saw it posted in the empty chatroom. A leftover link from a conversation that had ended before I arrived. I believe it was slice who put it there. Later.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:37 PM

DRPAIN


*salutes FWMC then hugs her like no tomorrow* Good to have you back Captn .

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WWJD: What Would Jayne Do?

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:40 PM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


*salutes and says* At ease kind sir....*hugs him so tight and won't let go*

Good to be back boy....I've missed you....how is the computer situation?


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:44 PM

DESKTOPHIPPIE


It's flywithmecaptain! Hey everybody! It's flywithmecaptain!

*wraps herself around flywithmecaptain's legs*

ImissedYouImissedYouNeverLeaveAgainImissedYouSo!




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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:48 PM

DRPAIN


Quote:

Originally posted by flywithmecaptn:
*salutes and says* At ease kind sir....*hugs him so tight and won't let go*

Good to be back boy....I've missed you....how is the computer situation?



*eases* Well it looks like I won't be getting a new computer anytime soon this year, since I had to use that money to buy new tires for one of my cars. Seems you can't drive really far when one of the front tires is shredded beyond repair.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:48 PM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


*smiles at DesktopHippie and giggles*

I've missed you too!! So much!! I promise, I'll never leave again!!! Promise!!!

Good to see you Hippie!! uh,,,,my legs.....
*peals Hippie from her legs and hugs her so tight*

*smiles*


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:50 PM

DESKTOPHIPPIE


*clinging to flywithmecaptain's legs*

IloveYouIloveYouImissedYouIloveMyCaptainImissedYouSoMuch!!!




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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:52 PM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


*giggles at Hippie*

I love you too!!!!!!! I missed you too!!!!

ahahahahah lol

I love you too!!!!

"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:55 PM

DESKTOPHIPPIE


*very slowly starts to let go of flywithmecaptain's legs*

...only cuz I have to go home now...


...you'll be here when I get back, right?




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Thursday, November 16, 2006 12:57 PM

13


Quote:

slashed beyond repair


Heh...sorry about that, bro.

Just kidding. Actual slashing, or an accident?


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Thursday, November 16, 2006 1:10 PM

DRPAIN


Quote:

Originally posted by 13:
Quote:

slashed beyond repair


Heh...sorry about that, bro.

Just kidding. Actual slashing, or an accident?



It was an accident. The tire blew as I was driving to the library. I had to drive a ways with the front of the car bouncing up and down like it was in a rap video before I could find a place to pull over and call a tow truck.

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Thursday, November 16, 2006 1:45 PM

13


Hydraulics, huh? Yeah, I can kinda do that with my quad, the shocks are loose enough.


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Friday, November 17, 2006 2:35 AM

FLYWITHMECAPTN


*smiles at Hippie*

Yes, I'll be here when you get back.....
Promise!!

*holds until she gets back*



And you 13, just crack me up!!!

Sorry to her it Pain....goodness...they say it comes in threes.....so, let's see, 1. The computer, 2. The tire.....3......



Not that I wish you back luck or anything.....

*smiles and hugs Pain, 13 and Hippie tight tight tight*


"Don't forget to call him "Sir." He likes that."

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Friday, November 17, 2006 1:59 PM

FAN01


*is jumptackled and huggles cappy bac real tight tight tight tight,,,catches flower and places it in a vase* ,,,,,,,,OI CAPPY,,,LOL,,,,,I BETTER SEE YA SOON,,,,DANG I MISS YA,,,AND I HAVE SOSSOOO MUCH TO TELL U ITS NOT FUNNY LOL,,,,,aaahhhh,,,,i cant wait,,,im going to exlode if i dont tell ya soon,,,im glad u neva forgot me,,,i mean,,how could u lol,,,i hope everything goes really shiney for u,,,,and stuff,,,,,,,,,,everything is going shiney ova here i guess,,,and im got my skool report lol *looks down at the floor,,and kicks the dust with her foot*,,,i mean it was good lol,,,just in few areas,,and my teacher rang my dad aaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! lol..

i love u heaps and heaps cappy,,,i miss u,,,,,hope to speak to ya soon,,and,,,,crap i've lost the words shoot,,,ill talk or post when they hit me,,yes,,thatswat ill do lol,,,

FAN01

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Saturday, December 2, 2006 6:15 PM

FAN01


ok ok im still waiting lol,,,so long i havent yet seen u cappy,,,i dont think anyone looks into this thread anymore,,,cuz that last comment i posted yonks ago!! anyways ttyl

FAN01

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