BLUE SUN ROOM FAN FICTION - ROMANCE

WHOSTHATGIRL

The Devil You Know -- PG-15 - R
Sunday, April 19, 2009

The devil you know is better than the devil you don't.
Belings to somebody not me. Blah blah blah, yackety schmakety.
Please to give feedback. Good. bad. Whatever.


CATEGORY: FICTION    TIMES READ: 1798    RATING: 7    SERIES: FIREFLY

Inara has known some devils in her time. Men who abused their power, profited off the war, had killed without remorse. She has known them in ways few others – possibly even their wives – ever had.

They are familiar to her. She knows how to talk to them, how to handle their egos, how to make them feel as though they are not the monsters others make them to be. Perhaps even the monsters they actually are, now that she knows the truth of Miranda.

Men of that ilk she understands. She knows what motivates them and what drives them. Has learned how to use that motivation and that drive to her benefit. Smile, pour tea, make graceful small talk until he is ready. And once that moment arrives, make him feel magnificent. Make him feel every bit as powerful and strong as he believes himself to be.

Even if, in fact, you spend those two minutes staring at the ceiling, thinking, “Beige. I think I shall have the ceiling painted beige.”

Inara has spent much of her professional life contemplating the color beige.

These are the devils she knows.

Malcolm Reynolds, on the other hand, while most assuredly devilish, is the sort with which she has no experience.

He has little interest in power. Wealth captures his attention only insofar as it allows him to keep flying, rather than as an end unto itself. Furthermore, he believes himself a monster when he is nothing of the kind.

The things she knows, the skills she has practiced to perfection, all are dismissed with a wave of his hand or a thinning of his lips. “Got no need for wiles and games,” he tells her.

She wonders if that is all her life has been to this point. Wiles and games. Chess moves on a board. Check and mate.

It has come to this. This place where what she has learned matters less than what she wants of him. What he wants of her.

“What do you have a need for, Mal?”

He hesitates. A lifetime of not showing his hand plays across his face.

“You, Inara. Not yer trainin' or your skills. Just you.”

Mal is most assuredly the devil she does not know.

He’s not interested in tea. Or graceful small talk. In fact, he’s rather fixated on finding a way to remove her dress. In an odd way, this amuses her; his directness about his needs. The devils she has known would never dare be so direct about their desires. Under another man’s hands and lips, that directness would be animalistic and brutish.

Under Mal’s, it is honest and raw – knowing what he wants and not being afraid to take it. There is no pretending he’s not aching with his need for her. Nor that she’s not equally hurting for the same reasons.

They fall back onto her bed together. She does not have to artfully pose while he looks his fill. There is no time for that. There is here, and there is now, and there is that thing he is doing with his tongue. Not a bit of it artful or posed.

Mal gives a groan of relief as he slides into her. Almost as if he is grateful for the moment. Grateful for the two of them being where they are at this exact instant. She is not used to men being grateful for what they have paid for.

Inara looks up over Mal’s shoulder as he begins to slowly move inside her. There is red and gold cloth draped across the grey metal ceiling of the shuttle.

Inara thinks red and gold are quite pretty colors for a ceiling.

COMMENTS

Monday, April 20, 2009 2:23 AM

JANE0904


The last line suggests to me that maybe Inara isn't quite ready to let go as much as she thinks she is, although at least it isn't beige. When she stops thinking about the ceiling at all, then she'll be in the moment.

Monday, April 20, 2009 5:15 AM

BYTEMITE


I agree with this, in that Mal probably isn't the monster he thinks he is, on the other hand I think Inara is showing some of her own idealization (is that even a word?) of Mal's character. He's good, but when he gets angry, or desperate, he can be every bit as bad and ruthless as he thinks he is.

The last line is oh so sad, too, because with just one sentence you tell us that something so special for Mal is everyday ho-hum insignificant drudgery for Inara. But it is a pretty line, too, I'm a big fan of imagery, and it might also say something that she's pausing to find something beautiful about the moment.

Monday, April 20, 2009 8:40 AM

BYTEMITE


Is this saying that Mal actually paid for this?

Monday, April 20, 2009 11:33 AM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER


A mighty intriguing take on Mal and Inara's post-BDM relationship, WhosThatGirl...introspective but surprising in the end, what with Inara's thoughts on the shuttle's ceiling colours.

Honestly don't know how I feel about Inara being all "Mal's the devil I don't know...doesn't want power and wealth is only as good as its ability to keep Serenity flying...and he's open about his desire to be with me." I guess I was all kinds of "yay!" until you had Inara ponder on what could to make the ceiling...guess its the reality of Inara not knowing how to decouple her brain from Companion mode while she's physically intimate kinda poking a whole in my romantic notions ;)

Dunno if you have anything planned...but maybe a sequel showing Mal's POV on this moment. Maybe's he is more aware of her thoughts than Inara thinks he is...and it's a motivation to make Inara familiar with this kind of Devil ;D

BEB

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 12:20 PM

AMDOBELL


I felt very happy and upbeat about this until the end. Sad for Mal that this seemed to mean more to him than Inara, her focus on the colour of the ceiling cheapening what should have been a magic moment for both of them, reducing it simply to sex - just another day at work. Makes me pity Inara but also wish Mal had kept her at arm's length after all. Ali D
You can't take the sky from me

Tuesday, April 21, 2009 12:34 PM

BYTEMITE


In her defense, maybe it's the only way she has to handle the moment.


POST YOUR COMMENTS

You must log in to post comments.

YOUR OPTIONS

OTHER FANFICS BY AUTHOR

Sugar and Spice - R to NC-17
Corporal Malcolm Reynolds discovers what colonel's daughters are made of.
<p>
Belongs to somebody not me. Blah blah blah. Yackety schmackety.
<p> Please to give feedback. Good. Bad. whatevs.


Haywire - PG13
See what happens when I watch too many classic films from Netflix! Guess the film!
<p>
Belongs to somebody not me. Blah blah blah, yackety schmackety.
<p>
Please to give feedback. Good. Bad. Whatever.


Uneasy Lies the Head - G
Mal wants somebody not him to be in charge for once.<p>
Belongs to Somebody Not Me. Blah blah blah, yackety schmackety.
<p>
Please to give feedback. Good. Bad. Whatever.<p>
AN: The full quote is 'Uneasy lies the head that wears a crown,' from Shakespeare's Henry the Fourth. There. Consider yourself edumacated.


UNTITLED


UNTITLED


UNTITLED


UNTITLED


UNTITLED


UNTITLED


UNTITLED