Who Cares, Winter Came Back
Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Originally posted on Myspace blog:

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Who Cares, Winter Came Back

My interpretation of the song reflects to a false spring that was interrupted by a sudden return of winter. Friends gathered, people rejoiced, inspiration was found while it was warm, but the sudden return made everyone grateful for that one little slice of warmth.

So I was listening to this song the other day and even headed a a thread with it at FFF.NET and it came to me. I never posted the sudden change in my mood. No longer angry. Sure I cussed the dumbass that didn't know what a blinker stood for on Rio Vista and I refrained from headbutting the nasty bitch behind me at Wally World last night. But that ain't exactly the anger I'm talking about.

I'm talkin about the kind that burns from the inside out. It happens every now and then. Seems stuff fell through and I wasn't willing to face it.

For those of you who've followed in the recent months, there will be no trip to Dragon Con. That means no march with the 76th. That means I will not be meeting many people who have been friends for over a year and have been some of the most trusted council I've ever known.

So now that I've come to peace with the fact I ain't going it is time to move on. There are a few events slated before and after D*C and I may be given my chance to do my part there.

Of course that isn't the only thing, but is in the top five. I must apologize to many of you for my absence for the last month or so. And for others I must ask forgiveness for not being a friend all along. Seems I reached one of those times where I was completely capable of walking and simply wanted to be carried for once.

For that I am truly sorry.

Currently listening :
The Buddy Holly Collection


Thursday, March 29, 2007 9:43 AM


*Helps BlazeSolo Carry the Big Guy*

NVG I am sorry you won't be able to make the trip to D*C. You were on my list of people to finally meet. You will be missed!

On the anger note. I am glad that it has subsided a little. I have been dealing with some my self recently and it is a relief to know that for a while at least you have found peace.

See you on the Boards!

Thursday, March 29, 2007 5:57 AM


We will miss you at D*C and we'll raise a glass or two in your honor...plus I'll take lots of pics and send them to you so it'll be like you were there. HUGS and much love sweety

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 5:38 PM


While you probably don't wanna hear such things, you have my sincerest apologies at your inability to head off to DragonCon when it arrives. Never been to a convention my ownself, but I can imagine how much it must piss you off not to be able to go:(

Still...we're here for ya, nvghostrider. Whatever you need;D


Wednesday, March 28, 2007 4:32 PM


My darling NV. You remain in my heart even now all these months (a year?) since meeting your cybery goodness.
When you can't run......

Wednesday, March 28, 2007 3:36 PM


Not a problem there nvgr, thats what Browncoats are for.We'll carry ya when need be,I've had times like that too.


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