The big Ouch
Thursday, March 8, 2007

Remember how I wrote that said fellow browncoat never gave a reason on why things didn't work out? Turns out she believes she did. Because yesterday she repeated what she had thought to have said before. And me? Yepp. Running right into the unconcealed blade there.

When she left she later explained that it was because she wasn't too sure on whether she wanted a long distance relationship and that I reminded her of her ex too much. Last night however it out of a sudden was that chemistry between us just didn't work out. Now where did that come from out of a sudden? *blinks*

Of course then it was my fault for out of a sudden being all complicated. *sighs* You can't avoid hurting people. Sometimes things you say are going to be picked up the wrong way and they feel hurt. That's not them being complicated, that's just life. *mumbles*


Sunday, March 11, 2007 11:58 AM


There we go. I appologize for the silence that was brought upon me - and you guys as well maybe - but! I am back for good now.

BEB: Sad thing is, the moments you're down you feel as if there's never going to be a next time. And I'm usually an optimist, really.

msg: Good advice! But... It's really hard to know them apart from the normal people out there. I mean - there's got to be normal people somewhere, right?

SS90: It's not meant for getting much sympathy really. Yeah, I know how it sounds. I meanly write that to get it off my chest and have the feeling that someone at least took the time to listen, no matter whether it makes sense or not.

Which... probably doesn't make much sense either. *cough*

Friday, March 9, 2007 6:35 AM


Solan...hmm I shall repeat the advice I often give my students...stay away from crazy people!

Thursday, March 8, 2007 11:35 AM


I might have more sympathy if what you wrote made more sense... like, if all the words you meant to write were there.

Thursday, March 8, 2007 11:10 AM


Amen, brother! Said it before, and I will say it again: I feel your pain. Last 'relationship' was marred by miscommunication, mixed signals and the past not really staying in the past. Though I was the one concerned I was too much like her previous BF;)

Just hang in there...women are fickle creatures any age (and I am not trying to slang ya, ladies! Just pointing out my observations from 23 years of life), so you just gotta take heart that you've learned stuff from this emotional experiment and hope to forge a better path next time. And there will be a next time;)



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