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Summerhawk

when the moon is full in leo
Thursday, February 24, 2005

it feels like a beast sliding inside me, clawing it's way out and I have to keep batting it's paws cuz we can't hurt the customers.

i honestly don't know what it is but sometimes it really is like that, some darkness is screaming for primal takeover. illogical irrational raw power that is more me than anything in this world and I have to deny it, stuff it down, suffocate it because this world can't handle it? i have no idea what to do with it?

imagine oliver asking for just one bowl of porridge and being handed a feast of filet mignon, chicken marsala, exquisite pasta and chocolate covered strawberries. if you've never been neglected and abused in life you just won't get this. but you either don't reach for the food cuz you know it's a cruel joke or else you eat it and don't taste it cuz you are wondering when the next shoe will drop and make it all worse than before.

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