Unable to be titled
Tuesday, January 4, 2005

I can't think of a title for this. Oh well. Seems I've learned some things today.

1) Always trust your instincts. No, not the ones you start to hear after you've jumped head first into the mess. The ones that were telling to not to jump in the first place.

2) There is NO girl IN THE ENTIRE GORRAM 'VERSE who is willing to be faithful AND be with me at the same time.

3) I'm an idiot. I'm an idiot because nice guys always finish last. And almost entirely because they are so hated and shat on by the entire gorram 'verse, I continue to be one. I refuse to change the way I love because I still firmly believe it is the right way.

4) I still hate being single.

5) Ow?


Wednesday, January 5, 2005 5:26 PM


I wish I could bring you soup and give you a hug.

Wednesday, January 5, 2005 3:00 PM


The title that I suggest is: The Real Me's Life!

Ummm... Sorry. I should be a bit more "sympathetic", and less "simply pathetic"...


TWG! Nice poem thing!

The Real Me

Wednesday, January 5, 2005 11:08 AM


You expect me to play your games.
How conceited!
You used me.
All this time, I was a toy---something to occupy your idle mind.
Always needing me and never giving you.
Selfish boy.
I am not a whim.
No one can beck and call me whenever—I am my own, not yours.
I will never respect you again.
It’s all gone.
My feelings have retired, no died---I will never be bothered by them, ever!
You’ve forced me to give that up.

feel free to change boy to girl.

Wednesday, January 5, 2005 3:43 AM


Okay, here's a lesson from a nice guy who has finished last many many times in his life...ya do wind up getting the girl. ;) Not necessarily the girl you were just with...but *the* girl, the one you're meant to be with. Just be patient.

Tuesday, January 4, 2005 8:55 PM


Wow, I couldv'e written the exact same thing today. Except change girl to boy. And then change boy to jackass.

Then change my name to "Naive, guillable, loudmouthed, idiot."

From now on, I keep my cards close to my chest. Thats my new years resolution.

So if it makes you feel anybetter, your right, nice guys DO finish last. But when they get there, they get to laugh at all the bad guys who got there first and, um, died or something.

Ok, so bad analogy.

and yes, definatly Ow.


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