BLOG ENTRIES FOR FEBRUARY 2006

Entries are sorted in chronological order with most recent entries at the bottom of the page.

ASARIAN

My food is problematic
Wednesday, February 1, 2006 3:26:59 AM

It sure is. I have a dentist appointment today; unpleasant tooth-ache (is there any other kind, I wonder?). Eating hurts like, well, that special hell. :) Though it affords me a good -- albeit ostentatiously ...

ASARIAN

Madness?
Thursday, February 2, 2006 9:51:46 AM

River, in a good way, is totally off the chart. She can kill with her brain, yet melts me with a look! It's just... everything. The subtle things, like walking bare-foots, the right-after "Am I talking ...

ASARIAN

Everybody dies alone
Friday, February 3, 2006 3:25:48 PM

I feel so lonely, today. :( I check the board often; write the occasional post, too. But I feel so lost today. I try and be quasi-funny, crack a few chicken jokes, grab a few laughs here and there. But, ...

ASARIAN

I can win this!
Saturday, February 4, 2006 6:37:23 PM

Oh man! I just saw the "This is My Sister" Fan Vid (schmacky), and now I'm sobbing, and there's no power in the 'verse that can stop me. :( I am biting my lips in anguish; I shatter completely. I am ...

ASARIAN

All on board?
Sunday, February 5, 2006 9:06:31 PM

I'm beginning to suffer from fierce, self-induced sleep deprivation. :) I find I am spending almost all day here, on the board. Last night I only slept a good 4 hours. Then I got up again, and turned ...

ASARIAN

What gives with reality?
Monday, February 6, 2006 2:57:11 PM

I really think I want to make this a "Dear diary" item. It's SO me! Let's talk about the Tams. (uh-oh, there he goes again!) Is River real? Or, to put it in another way, am I insane? No, I'm ...

ASARIAN

Nasty!
Tuesday, February 7, 2006 11:20:47 PM

Made the mistake of walking into Real World Event Discussions today (I kinda replied to a thread, without realizing where it was posted). Let's not do that again. People were so nasty and mean. Not to ...

ASARIAN

Try not to faint!
Thursday, February 9, 2006 10:43:50 AM

Okay, I wrote a small poem. I felt inspired, seeing a very touching piece of art here: a still of the River Tam sessions, with a beautiful, child-like poem on it. Mine is a bit childish, too. But I like ...

ASARIAN

Dear diary
Saturday, February 11, 2006 8:06:26 AM

Dear diary, Today I was pompous and crazy. Today I made a person cower, never to be seen again. It was the worst day ever. :( Fell in with the "wrong" crowd there for a spell, arguing, yeah, spelling... ...

ASARIAN

People are sick!
Sunday, February 12, 2006 6:36:53 AM

People really are sick! Always talking about River in a bad way. :( Very upsetting. Gorammit, I wish they would show her some respect! No, this is not a very literate entry; but guess what? I'm not in ...

ASARIAN

Do you know what my sin is?
Tuesday, February 14, 2006 7:48:45 AM

A wise person once said: "If you want to have a friend, be a friend." Tried that today. Only thing is, my FireFly friends are not in; doing their Valentine's Day thingy, I guess. And I should be happy ...

ASARIAN

A gorram doll
Wednesday, February 15, 2006 3:37:34 PM

When I first heard of Serenity (I only saw FireFly afterwards), I saw this poster that went along with it:

ASARIAN

A day has passed
Monday, February 20, 2006 12:38:23 PM

The other day I got severely bent out of shape over feeling inferior to another artist. And I got to think today that getting out of whack over that was really rather strange. Leaving the pernicious road ...

ASARIAN

Bushwhacked
Saturday, February 25, 2006 3:15:40 PM

The other day I posted about seeing a small girl dancing, reflected in River's helmet, in that space scene in Bushwhacked, where she's gazing at the stars. Got some... unexpected reactions. Someone ...

ASARIAN

Wonder Bread
Monday, February 27, 2006 2:01:10 AM

Yesterday I blogged about choosing to see the beauty of things. I have since had several reactions to it, in private. One, of a friend of mine, was both very beautiful and, in a way, very sad. Beautiful, ...

ASARIAN

It's ghosts
Tuesday, February 28, 2006 2:31:37 PM

I just read the "Dead or Alive" script. Maybe I shouldn't have. :( Look what River sings, at the fair: "And the beautiful princess every night prayed for her handsome prince... ... to fight ...