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Solan

Sunday, bloody sunday
Sunday, March 4, 2007

After having thought that I'm over the main hump as far as that fellow browncoat is concerned I find myself in a very odd position: While I'm past all the pain and pseudo-suffering I feel as if there's something that hasn't been said. And as long as that's the case I know that sooner or later I'm prone to do something stupid - like fight for the whole relationship thing. I'm an odd nut like that. As long as I can't understand the reasons I get odd thoughts like that. For the time being all I can do is try and keep myself from doing anything. But that at best only buys some time. Maybe time is what's important though. In any case it's not a matter of choice anyway, so I'll inevitably see where this takes me.

Either way. Just letting you know because I can. And otherwise enjoying everyone's company. *g*

COMMENTS

Monday, March 5, 2007 8:22 AM

SOLAN


Thanks. ;) Hoping I won't need it.

Monday, March 5, 2007 7:41 AM

MSG


well wherever it's going...good luck:)

Sunday, March 4, 2007 11:46 PM

SOLAN


Circumstance... There was probably more than she could handle. However, I got the whole "you're a great person, I just want you as a friend" thing. Always confuses me. Such a great person, but obviously not great enough to stick around. As for distance... Can't do much of that, seeing as we hang out at the same places and some such.

Good old time. We'll see how that pans out. Hopefully for the better.

Sunday, March 4, 2007 5:29 PM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER


Time, Solan...mainly time. And a bit of understanding from friends and family about trying to deal. Coming up on 2.5 years this April since it happened...still think on how things went "Boom!" But I also realize that, based on the circumstances that surround the implosion, things were shaky anyway.

Also...it helps to think on WHY you want to do what you want to do. Look at why you think calling or writing or dropping by would be better than letting things alone for a while to allow for some objectivity to develop. Who knows...patience could be the best thing you could do;)

Sunday, March 4, 2007 10:43 AM

SOLAN


Well, how did you get past it? *blinks*

Sunday, March 4, 2007 10:23 AM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER


Welcome to the Potential Rash Action Club, Solan. You will find a number of like-minded people who are struggling not to take potentially damaging action out of a sense of confusion. I know I still wanna do something totally mental because I can't fathom why my last relationship went 'blooey;D

BEB


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