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kind of terrified about tommorow...
Thursday, December 21, 2006

so yeah...i'm leaving for christmas break tommorow. and their is going to be like 30 people from my family there! and i'm really worried about seeing my grandma, because most likey she's going to get drunk and yell at me for now being awesome enough for her. and everyone else is only going to pay attention to my cousin, because they say she smarted then i am. it's really bugging me because she only get's better grades then me because she has the teachers help her on every question.

and while we're there i will have no phone, no cell phone signal, no TV, and no internet...in other words i'm going to go crazy!

so i'm going to bring my laptop and my buffy seasons and hopefully that will tide me over untill the whole thing is over with. so plan on seeing about a thousand blogs about how much i'm annoyed/shamed while i'm away. because, believe me, it's not going to turn out well.

i'm meeting one of my cousin's for the first time, he's 2 so we should connect on a social lever atleast. that'll be okay i guess. other then him i'll be pretty much alone.

i just know somthing is going to happen, it always does. it's just a matter if i can slip into my room and avoid the drama. hopefully i'll be able to. if not, then i may just run away into the hundreds of miles of forest surrounding the house.

i should bring my firefly too, definatly. wash will get me through. he always does.

and abba. they have a song for every problem in your life. i'm serious. when i think of my birthday i automatically think of dancing queen. when i'm broke i play 'money money money'

it works. my parents think i'm crazy, but it works and i'm not going to mess with it.

so wish me luck! here i go!

happy holidays!!!!!

COMMENTS

Friday, December 22, 2006 11:29 AM

ODDNESS2HER


I think it was Eleanor Roosevelt who said, "Noone can make you feel inferior without your consent." Try to make the best of things and remember that people often project their own insecurities onto others. Your grandma obviously has troubles of her own that she doesn't know how to deal with, hence the drinking. Anyway, I hope you can find a way to enjoy yourself a little. Merry Christmas!

Friday, December 22, 2006 4:27 AM

LITTLEALBATROSS29


Best of luck with your family.And don't forget that people here think you are awesome ! So no getting down on yourself.Have a shiny holiday.

Thursday, December 21, 2006 8:31 PM

BLUEEYEDBRIGADIER


Totally know what ya mean with those cranky and frustrating relatives that you gotta love out of familial devotion...but you just wish would let you be rather than hassling ya:(

Still...Buffy and Firefly...if that doesn't take your mind off the horror of family reunions...you got one hell of a family;D

BEB

Thursday, December 21, 2006 9:46 AM

MSG


HUGS and I wish you much luck and joy. Hang in there and remember all moments are temporary and one moment in time is not the end of anyone's world. We love you tons!!!


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